Dogfight

Meeting in the Worst Way

                  ~Jessie~

   It's dark in my room from the damage I caused. I busted our the light as I was throwing things in a fit of rage and the one over head light still in tact is swinging above my head. I'm leaning on the sink for support, shaking in anger as my chest is heaving up and down trying to catch my breath. I'm honestly I'm beginning to except the fate of dying in this God forsaken place. I look down into the sink and I find a piece of broken glass and pick it up turning it over in my hand. I think how easy it would be to dig that piece of glass into a vein but that would be too merciful. I deserve the torment I'm going through after all I am a monster. I used to think there was some good but not anymore. Any light I had this place snuffed it out. 

   I raise the piece of glass to my hair and saw away the last part of my past holding me back. The front is longer and it's short and spiked in the back and swoop my bangs making me almost look like a real life baby doll. This is the person I've become. I go over to the radio and turn the volume up letting the music fill my soul. Bullet with butterfly wings by smashing pumpkins is on and it I speaking volumes. 

   As I'm really getting into it Chronos comes in as he likes to throw me off my game but I've grown accustomed to this. I watch him warily not taking my eyes off him as that has proven that it could become fatal if I'm not careful. He throws his head back and laughs making my stomach turn. I have my hands up in a defensive stance in front of my face. 

   "What do you want chronos?" I ask letting the poison seep through my words. 

   "Always straight to the point with you huh?" He asks and lights up a cigarette taking a deep drag. He let's out a deep breath as the smoke leaves his lungs and he continues his speech. "I know it doesn't seem like it but I think of you all the time even if I did reject you." He says walking close but I step back. "What it would be like to have you under me as your scent invades me" 

   My back is now up against the wall and I begin to panic as the words play in the back ground, despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage. Chronos runs his hands over my cheek and there is no longer a sense of desire. Instead I'm filled with disgust and the desire to attack. 

   I try to hold Cozbi and Cora back but as I'm holding back Cozbi Cora goes under my grasp and pushes his hand away and spits on his shoes giving him a look that could kill.  Chronos clicks his tongue while I wipe the side of my mouth. "And thank you dear for reminding me of the animal you are and why it was necessary to reject you." He said as he took a few steps back straightening his tie. I say nothing but return to my fighting stance and Cozbi let's out her barbarian roar shaking the walls while Chronos turns and walks out leaving me even more infuriated. It may had hurt in the beginning but I don't think he realizes he is just feeding the fire to keep me alive longer. 

   I return to my mirror and I'm really digging on this look. I'm wearing a pair of purple capris pants with a charcoal top and charcoal Hightop tennis shoes with a black mouth piece and white tape on my hands. I start to bounce on my heels as the announcer comes on the speaker and introduces me and someone named Azazel and  I try to shrug it off. Cora is swooning saying the name over and over like she was drunk.

   "Cora pull yourself together I'm going to need you out there if we're going to survive" I scold her.

   "I'm sorry it's just a delicious name." Cora says in a dreamy voice and Cozbi shrugs her shoulders as if to say she doesn't know Cora's problem. I grab the handle and draw the door back. These people are evil yet we are the ones judged. The council helped start this so the supernatural would have something to fear. I walk down the hallway and there's a sense of dread that washes over me like something is going to happen... something bad. I pull the door back and I'm immediately hit with the smell of the salty ocean and lavender. I take a deep breath in with my eyes closed when I seea man standing in the corner. He is freakishly tall with blonde hair, strong nose and jaw line. He is beautiful but once he opened his eyes my heart stopped.  He has these sky blue eyes I wish I could fall into while Cora and Cozbi run around yelling mate. 

   I feel the color drain from my face but all he dies is give me a small sad smile as if to tell me it's ok. The bell rings and thus geourgous specimen bows his head in submission and it almost makes me angry. I should never see him bow his head. I walk over and my heart is breaking as I get in a defensive stance. He has his arms infront of him accepting what us to come. 

   I slap Azazel across the face causing his head to turn to the side from the force of the hit. 

   "Hit me" I tell him but he says nothing just watches the floor again. Again I slap him in his face trying to get him to react back. "Hit Me!" I yell pacing back and forth. I grab a hold of his head and read his crime making me want to cry. He's not guilty. This man is innocent yet he's here with the rest of us animal's. I look into Azazel's eyes and he is ready to surrender fully to me. I turn my attention to the crowd with their sick chanting. 

   Cozbi is now furious that these evil people want us to hurt our mate... our innocent mate. How dare they!?! I jump onto the fence and cozbi pulls the links apart with ease and her black snout surfaces and the crowd screams in fear. If it wasn't the need to get my mate to safety we would kill them all. I turn around as Cozbi comes to surface. She comes out fast but it is sloppy and painful. She then grabs Azazel in our mouth and jump through the hole we have made running for our lives.