Chapter eleven: just apologise
Kale's standpoint
Guilt, is this how you feel? Is this how much you hurt? Does it always feel like a thousand needles pricking at your conscience and stabbing your heart? If this is it, I never want to feel it again. Heartache plus guilt can kill a man faster than sickness because it was certainly killing me. For the four days that I'd been away from her, it felt like hell on earth, death seemed like a lovable option for me. I never actually felt her pain until she tried to reject me, until I saw her kiss Carl. When she spoke, I felt her pain punching me in the stomach, her hate slapping me in the face. I never for once stopped to think my decision through, feel remorse but then I did. I couldn't go to her but I saw her with different unmated males, either
