The night of my eighteenth birthday arrived without celebration, without warning, and without mercy.
I didn’t need anyone to tell me it had come. I felt it the moment I woke up, a strange tension in my chest, like something unseen had wrapped itself around my ribs and pulled tight. My body felt different, sharper somehow, more aware, as if every nerve had been stretched to its limit. Even the air felt heavier when I breathed it in.
Something was changing.
“Today,” the woman in the next cell said quietly.
I turned toward her.
“What about today?”
She hesitated, studying me carefully before answering.
“You’ll understand soon.”
I didn’t like that answer, but before I could press further, the familiar sound of footsteps echoed down the corridor. My body stiffened instantly, my instincts already recognizing what that meant.
They were coming for me.
The cell door opened with a loud clang, and two guards stepped inside.
“Up.”
I stood slowly, my movements controlled despite the unease building inside me.
“Where are you taking me?” I asked.
One of them smirked.
“Your new life.”
My stomach twisted.
They didn’t bind me this time, didn’t shove or strike me as they led me out of the slave quarter. That alone felt wrong. The corridors we passed through grew brighter, cleaner, the scent of decay fading into something far more refined. I noticed the difference immediately, the quiet contrast between the darkness I had been living in and the world above it.
Power lived here, Not suffering.
We stopped in front of a large set of doors, far grander than anything I had seen since arriving. My pulse quickened as one of the guards pushed them open.
“Inside.”
I stepped forward hesitantly.
The room was wide, lit by tall torches and an open ceiling that allowed moonlight to spill in, silver and cold. Several people stood around the edges, their expressions neutral, their attention shifting toward me the moment I entered.
And then I felt it.
It hit me like a force, sudden and overwhelming, wrapping around my chest and squeezing until I could barely breathe. My heart slammed against my ribs, my body reacting before my mind could catch up.
Mate.
The word echoed through me, undeniable and absolute.
My gaze lifted instantly, searching, desperate, drawn toward the source of that pull. And then I saw him.
Standing near the center of the room, tall, composed, powerful in a way that made everything else seem insignificant. His presence filled the space effortlessly, his expression calm, his posture relaxed as if none of this affected him at all.
But it affected me.
Everything inside me reacted to him.
My mate.
Hope surged so suddenly it hurt, rising from a place deep inside me that I hadn’t realized was still alive. Maybe this was it. Maybe this was why I had survived everything, why I had been brought here. Maybe this was my way out.
He turned then, His eyes met mine.
And everything shattered.
Disgust, It was the first thing I saw.
Raw, Immediate, Unfiltered Disgust.
“You?” he said.
The single word cut deeper than any blade.
I froze, my breath catching in my throat as the bond between us pulsed, strong and undeniable despite the look on his face.
“Yes,” one of the guards said from behind me. “She’s the one.”
He didn’t take his eyes off me.
“She’s my mate?”
There was disbelief in his voice, but not the kind that carried wonder or curiosity.
The kind that carried rejection.
Silence filled the room for a moment, heavy and tense.
Then someone laughed.
Low, Cruel.
“Seems like the Moon Goddess has a sense of humor.”
My chest tightened painfully.
No.
This wasn’t how it was supposed to happen.
He took a step closer, his gaze moving over me slowly, taking in every detail. I felt exposed under that look, stripped down to everything I lacked, everything I failed to be.
“She doesn’t even have a wolf,” someone muttered.
“I know,” he replied flatly.
The bond twisted inside me, reacting to his voice, to his presence, to everything about him that should have meant safety and belonging.
Instead, it felt like suffocating.
“I don’t want her,” he said.
The words landed harder than anything else.
My heart cracked.
“What?” I whispered.
He finally looked at me directly, his expression cold, distant, completely untouched by what I was feeling.
“I said I don’t want her.”
“You can’t” I started, my voice shaking. “You can’t just”
“I can,” he interrupted.
“No,” I said, stepping forward despite the fear gripping me. “You don’t understand. This is the bond. You’re my mate. You’re supposed to”
“Stop.”
The command snapped through the air, sharp and final.
I fell silent instantly, my body reacting to his authority even as my mind screamed against it.
“I reject this,” he said.
The words echoed, Loud, Unforgiving.
Everything inside me went still.
“No…” I whispered.
The bond didn’t break.
It twisted, It hurt.
But it didn’t disappear.
“Take her away,” he added, already turning his back on me as if I no longer existed.
Panic surged through me.
“No, wait,” I said, reaching forward. “You can’t just leave it like this. You can’t just walk away.”
Two guards grabbed my arms immediately, pulling me back.
“Please,” I begged, my voice breaking despite my efforts to hold it together. “Just listen to me.”
He didn’t stop.
Didn’t hesitate, Didn’t even look back.
“Please!” I shouted.
Nothing.
The doors opened again, and I was dragged out, my feet barely keeping up as they pulled me through the corridors. My heart pounded violently in my chest, the bond still there, still alive, still reacting even as he walked away from it like it meant nothing.
Like I meant nothing.
“Let me go!” I struggled, but it was useless. “I need to talk to him. He can’t just”
“He already did,” one of the guards said.
The words hit hard.
Unavoidable, I stopped fighting.
Because I understood.
It didn’t matter what I said.
It didn’t matter what I felt.
To him, I wasn’t his mate.
I was a mistake.
They threw me back into the slave quarter without another word. I hit the ground hard, pain shooting through my body as the door slammed shut behind me.
For a moment, I didn’t move.
I couldn’t.
The bond pulsed weakly now, still there but distorted, like something broken beyond repair.
“What happened?” the woman beside me asked quickly.
I didn’t answer.
I stared at the ground, my hands trembling as I tried to make sense of what had just happened.
“He rejected me,” I said finally.
Silence.
“I didn’t think he’d do it that fast,” she murmured.
Her words barely registered.
My chest felt hollow, like something had been ripped out of me, leaving nothing behind but emptiness and pain.
“I thought…” I trailed off.
“What?” she asked.
“That it would save me.”
She didn’t respond.
There was nothing to say.
I curled slightly where I sat, my arms wrapping around myself as if I could hold together the pieces that were falling apart inside me.
The bond was still there.
That was the worst part.
I could still feel him.
Still feel the connection.
Still feel what should have been mine.
But it wasn’t, Not anymore.
And as the reality settled in, heavy and suffocating, one truth became impossible to ignore.
I hadn’t just been rejected.
I had been discarded.
And somehow, that hurt even more than everything else I had survived.