weakness

12 chapter

~ Saya~

.......................................... - 12 - Part

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"Mmm.... I think your wife is pregnant... Let's check why..."

The doctor said it with a smile. When I heard that, it was like seven or eight explosions on my head. God, you have a baby inside that little bun. Not knowing who it is. I felt you hold my hand tightly. You are looking at me as if you are shocked. We had to wait a little while to check you and get the report. But neither you nor I have a story.

"Mr. Gajasinghe.... your report..."

I took the report brought by the nurse with trembling hands. The whole body became lifeless. No matter how much, I hoped that even from the report it would be a lie. God you are pregnant. like crazy Looking at the hand that you took care of. You may find the answer in my face.

"The doctor told Mr. Gajasinghe to come and see the doctor..."

When the nurse left after saying that, I gave the report to you.

" Se... Ya.... Doctor... I will see if the doctor comes... stay here..."

Even though you have the report, you have no response. The girl may not know whether to cry or laugh. I thought so. I left you there and went to the doctor.

"Doctor..."

"Oh... Mr. Gajasingha... come... sit down..."

"The doctor told me to come..."

I asked while getting up. The doctor had a serious look on his face.

"How long has it been since you died..."

The question that was asked as if it was hitting.

"It's been like a month now, Doctor...

?‍" Mmm... this is it Mr. Gajasinghe... don't be alarmed after hearing this... but you have to say this... your wife is not ready to give birth yet... Mrs. Gajasingha is very week...."

" That said, doctor, will she have a problem because of the child..."

?‍" In short, it's a risk to your wife's life.... Even for the child, it will be difficult to keep hope..."

"Doctor... is there no solution for that..."

?‍" Yes... we can have an abortion... if you want... the wife is still old enough... I think you can think about a child in a little while..."

I'm afraid of you. If you have to sacrifice your life for a child you don't know whose it is. God, how am I without you?

"Doctor, please save my wife... Let's have an abortion, no problem, doctor..."

I said nervously. I want to save you anyway.

?‍" This is how Mr. Gajasinghe... If you want to have an abortion, the consent of the husband is not enough... It also needs the consent of the wife... And now it's almost a month.... Something has to be done quickly...."

I have no words to speak. I'm going crazy. How can I open my mouth and tell you?

?‍" I think that if you talk to Mr. Gajasinghe's wife and tell them your decision is right... a decision should be made within this week..."

" Ha.... Ha..ri.... Doctor... Thank you... I will go and come..."

After saying that, I got up and came out. You are sitting and looking at the report. When I saw you, my heart burned. If you were killed with these two hands that day. Then you won't be in so much pain. Can you tell me what I mean? I was drawn to you like a robot.

"Seyya... let's go home... it's been a long time here..."

I tried to get you up by saying that, but you got up by yourself after slapping my hand. When you got up, you stopped and sat in the car. Even when you come home, you have nothing to say. You lost your voice and lost the whole game.

My mouth is also locked. On the one hand, a kid who doesn't even know who's in your bandy. On the other hand, you are very weak. I can't lose you. Today, after some time, I drank a lot for the pain in my heart.

"Seyya... Open this door, Seyya... You came and went to the hospital, but you still haven't come out... Are you trying to stay inside and die without eating or drinking.... Don't make me crazy, Seyya, open this door..."

I don't even know how long I screamed. There is nothing that I did not ask you to get out of when you fell near your room.

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When I woke up the next morning, my head felt heavy. I am still at the door of your room. It was only when he came to his senses that he remembered that you were still in the room. I never got up early in the morning. I don't understand how angry I felt. A room far away without eating or drinking. Not only that, this girl is pregnant.

"Seyya...Do you open this door## Have you forgotten that you are a pregnant mother...At least eat something and sneak inside....Open this door, don't blame me..."

No matter how much I scream, you don't make a sound. The heart tells you to break the door.

"Seyya... are you coming out or not... I'm coming to break this door... open it before that..."

No, I didn't get to say. Just then you opened the door and came out. You came out of the room with your hair neatly combed and pulled neatly.

"Why Desh... is there any problem..."

" Se... Se.. Ya... I'm sorry... I also participated in this happening to you... I'm sorry..."

"What happened to me..."

I am surprised and surprised when you ask me that for nothing.

"Seyya... you... the... child..."

"Yes Desh child... why so..."

"Let's...let's lose the baby Seya...let's have an abortion...oh...you like it, don't you..."

I said looking away. Just saying that, I was slapped hard. Even though my cheek exploded on that road, I didn't show it to you.

"Shut up man... remember well... I will not lose my child.... I am also a woman... this child may be a bastard... but I am the mother of this child... this is my child.. . I will make the decisions about this child..."

I felt an indescribable respect for you when I was holding you non-stop. Are there women like this? How strong are you to raise the child alone without knowing whose it is? So how can I tell you that you must lose that child.

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Time went by and a week passed even after going to the hospital. But you are still on your own. No matter how much you say, there is no way to change your mind. Even though it's hard, you do your homework as usual. Cooking and cooking. I was looking at those things like a heartless man.

All week I was thinking of a way to get you to like Abbotshan. After thinking about it, I finally made a decision. I have nothing else to do but sorry.

"Seyya... I'll go out for a bit and come back... don't forget the doors are closed... without being pundits... I'll be back soon..."

I came from home after telling you too because I want to implement the decision.

"Hello... Prasa..."

"Tell me.. what..."

"Where are you....at home..."

"Yes bro... Today is a holiday... I am at home..."

"Man... I am coming to your house now... I need a little help..."

Saying that, I ended the call and turned the car towards Prasala's house.

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~ What will Desh do?

~ What will Seya do?

See you in the next part...

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