I was happy dating Alice. I was still dating her and it was fun. I never expect us to be like this. My mom was happy that I am dating a girl that loves me very much and she was good like Heather. Mom quite often teased me about Heather but I am just laughing at her. I know that she knows I like Alice and that is enough. Sometimes it was awkward that I am having a family dinner with Heather and her family then I am inviting Alice since she was my girlfriend. It was fun and they are both good at it but still, I feel awkward about it. Heather and I are just casually talking to each other since Alice was really insecure about how much I love her. She keeps on telling me that I just dated her since I have no chance in Heather when she was drunk. It makes me feel bad and sad. I feel bad that I
