"Alice,"
I didn't know what to do, I am torn between going back to Heather and comforting Alice. Alice was my girlfriend and seeing her as this hurts me too. She was kind and always gentle to me. I owe her a lot and I can't just leave her miserable because of me. Heather was my best friend. She was the one that I love when I didn't know what love is. I feel bad that I left her. I feel sorry for her... I feel like I betrayed her. I betrayed everyone. I was a fool. I messed up. I don't know how can I compensate with both of them.
"Alice,"
Alice was not answering, she was just looking at me like she regretted everything. It feels like the way she looks at me was scarier than the night. It was colder than the wind and I feel hurt. I feel like there were a thousand knives stabbed in my ches
