I get home and think about what happened. I messed up, I really messed up. This is the first time that I will be with Alice yet I ruined everything. I have used to be with Heather and that is not good. I am just ruining everything.
"What is wrong with you!" I scolded myself and hit the steering wheel. I get out of the car and get inside the house. I messed up. I always do this with everything. I always messed things up. I am not good at things like this. I am just good alone.
"Arthur? Are you done already?" My mom asked. I looked at her and tried to control my temper. I don’t want to ruin her mood. Her pretty smile and how she laughed earlier when she was talking to Alice. I mess up. I always mess up. I don’t know why I always do this to people around me. Why do I always do this
