I locked myself inside my room. I don’t want to talk to anybody right now. I don’t know where the hell that came from. All I know is that I am tired. I am exhausted by all the drama and all the acts this family puts up. I AM SO FCKING FED UP! I don't know what to do now. *honk* I looked outside my window and I saw Arthur. He was getting out of his mom's car. He looked happy without me, he was fine without me. Maybe I am the one that gives him a burden. Am I a burden? Just like what mom told me? I am bad luck to everyone. Sorrow and pain are my twins and I will never be able to live without them. Am I cursed? Am I what they told me I am? Am I just an accident? That's why the world is mad at me. I don't deserve to be happy. I walked to the bathroom and stared at myself in my mirror. "You

