It is already the first day of April and today is my flight going to Germany. My mom is expecting me to be there. That's why I did a lot of groceries that I could give to her when I got there. I decided to go to Nika's grave to at least say goodbye to her. I saw a good school in Germany that’s why my decision is final to go there and I haven’t told this to Marx and Theron but that doesn’t matter because I don’t want them to stop me from leaving. I brought all of my clothes and left nothing in my condo because I am already putting this condo up for rent and I still don’t know if I will come back here to the Philippines or not. I just don’t want to leave anything here, that’s all. I also gave my car to my cousin in Zambales because I don’t need it anymore and I’ll just buy a c

