Chapter 4
I don’t wait a whole week before contacting him, like I did the first time Sean distanced himself from me. No, I’m not that big of an i***t.
I call him that night before going to sleep because I don’t like the thought of him being mad at me. I probably deserve it, but this doesn’t mean I’m as happy as a pig in s**t, or rather, bullshit.
The problem is Sean doesn’t answer. Not the first nor the second time I call. So I decide to send him an apology by text, but he doesn’t answer that, either.
I sit on my bed, cell phone in hand, staring at the screen, wishing I could make it ring or force it to display a new text notification. But there are no messages and no calls.
For the very first time I feel upset, and also a little scared. Sean and I haven’t been together for long. What
