If you can't make it good, at least make it look good. Bill Gates. Chapter 18. I must be stupid enough to still be here listening to Alex, who precisely was just here to mock me. Pretending not to be covered by aderenaline around Alex is really hard than I thought, it's killing to see his face under the sun and how perfect it looked. Saying Alex had something that draws me to him might be a lie but what I can say is, there is a perfection around him, my clouds could cover if I didn't see his face. Yes his really a bad soil, cause I don't want to feel anything towards him. When I try to make a choice this hard, he always shows up to change my thinking. Still in shock with his recent words, I might loose it if he continues. "Excuse me" I asked in the most

