Ruby’s
It had been so long. I was so hectic that I even forgot my mother’s death anniversary!! What a failure! What am i?! Am I still her daughter if her mere death’s anniversary I cant even remember?!! What am I dong?
I can’t focused on this documents at all, argh!
I closed my eyes and tried to make my nerves calm down, but it even increased.
I inhaled and drank the bits of the water Ivory had prepared for me earlier. My anxiety had calm down a little bit though, I am still nervous. I don’t know why am I like this again. Every time I got mad or overly worried, I would be like this like someone was chasing me.
I covered half of my face and and exhaled. It still so vague to me when I saw my mother’s body lied on her bed.. no, rather, since I didn’t get to see my mother when I was y
