CHAPTER 7: THE PIANO

1078 Words
Maya woke to music. Not good music. Stumbling, hesitant notes. A melody trying to remember itself. One wrong key, then another, like someone fumbling in the dark. She checked her phone: 3:17 AM. The penthouse was silent except for it. No Julian in the bed beside her. The sheets were cold. He hadn’t slept there. She followed the sound down the hall, bare feet cold on the marble. The library was dark except for a single lamp in the corner. The light pooled over an old grand piano, the one she’d noticed on her first day. It had been covered in sheet music and dust. Julian sat at it. He played badly. His fingers missed keys. The rhythm was broken, like he was chasing a song he couldn’t catch. But he played like his life depended on it. Like if he stopped, something worse would happen. Maya stood in the doorway, watching. He was in sweatpants. No shirt. His back was a map of tension, muscles tight, shoulders hunched up to his ears. The lamp caught the scar on his left shoulder. Small. White. Old. And the dark circles under his eyes looked worse in the dim light. The song stopped. Julian’s hands dropped to his lap. "You're staring," he said. He didn’t turn around. "You're playing at three in the morning." "I play when I can't sleep." His voice was rough, like he hadn’t used it in hours. "Do you ever sleep?" Julian was quiet for a long time. Then: "Not since I was sixteen." Maya walked into the room. The air smelled like old paper and rain. She sat on the bench beside him. The piano keys were cold under her fingers. "What song is it?" she asked softly. "Clair de Lune." Julian’s voice was barely audible. "My mother taught me. She was a pianist. Not professional. Just... for us. For me." He paused. "She’d play this when I couldn't sleep as a child. She said the moon couldn't hurt anyone." Maya looked at his profile. The sharp cheekbones. The jaw clenched so tight it had to hurt. The boy who'd lost his mother and never learned how to close his eyes again. "The accident," Maya said. It wasn’t a question. Julian’s hands curled into fists on his knees. "Derek told you." "He told me enough." "I was sixteen." Julian stared at the keys but didn’t touch them. "She was sick. Chemo appointments three times a week. She hated making my dad take her. Said he had work. So I wanted to help. I wanted to be the one who drove her, who took care of her, who..." His voice broke. He cleared his throat. "I fell asleep. Two seconds. Maybe three. The car hit a guardrail. She lived for two days. My father never spoke to me again." Maya’s chest ached. The restaurant made sense now. The way he looked at family like it was a curse. "Julian" "I don't want pity," he said sharply. Too sharply. "I want you to understand why I don't do this." He gestured between them. "Feelings. Attachment. Wanting. Because every time I've wanted something, I've destroyed it." Maya reached out. Took his hand. His fingers were ice. She placed them on the keys. "Show me," she said. "Show you what?" "How she taught you. The right way." Julian looked at her. The storm in his eyes was different now. Not anger. Fear. Like she was asking for something he’d buried. "I don't remember," he said. "Then we'll make it up." Maya put her hand over his on the keys. She didn’t know how to play. She pressed middle C. The note rang out, soft and lonely. He followed. She pressed E. He followed. G. Back to C. Off-key. Messy. But together. They played together. A broken lullaby. Two people who didn’t know the notes but were trying anyway. She hit wrong keys on purpose just to hear him correct her. He laughed once, quiet and rusty, like he’d forgotten how. When the last key faded, neither moved. The silence felt bigger than the music. Julian turned to her. His face was inches away. She could see the flecks of silver in his gray eyes. The scar on his jaw. The tremor in his bottom lip. "I can't," he whispered. "Can't what?" "Want you." The words came out like a confession. "I can't want you, Maya. Because if I start, I won't stop. And if I don't stop, I'll ruin you. Like I ruin everything I touch." Maya’s heart hammered. The contract. The money. The fake engagement. None of it mattered in this room at 3 AM. "What if I want to be ruined?" she whispered. Julian closed his eyes. Leaned forward. His forehead touched hers. Their breath mingled. He smelled like rain and whiskey and something that was just him. "Please," he said. It sounded like a prayer. "Don't make me the villain in your story." "You're not the villain," Maya whispered. "You're just a man who thinks he doesn't deserve to be loved." Julian pulled back. Stood up so fast the bench scraped. The distance between them felt like a canyon. "I can't," he said again. His voice cracked. And he walked out. The door didn’t slam. It clicked shut. Quiet. Final. Maya sat at the piano alone. The keys were still warm from his hands. She pressed middle C. Once. Twice. The sound echoed in the empty room. She thought about a sixteen-year-old boy who took his dying mother to chemo and never forgave himself. About a man who played piano at 3 AM because sleep was worse. About the way he’d said _the moon couldn't hurt anyone_. Then she cried. Not loud. Just quiet tears that fell onto the keys. She didn’t wipe them away. Upstairs, somewhere in the penthouse, Julian was probably standing at the window again. Punishing himself. Maya stood. She didn’t follow him. Not tonight. But she didn’t go back to bed either. She pulled the dust cover off the piano and set it aside. Then she opened the sheet music book on top. The pages were yellow. On the first page, in faded ink, it said: _For my Julian. Play this when the world is too loud. Mom_ Maya ran her fingers over the words. Tomorrow, she decided. Tomorrow she’d ask him to teach her for real. Tonight, she just sat there. Listening to the silence where the music used to be.
Free reading for new users
Scan code to download app
Facebookexpand_more
  • author-avatar
    Writer
  • chap_listContents
  • likeADD