Grinding W/ You

Really?

Smoke

I woke up with a dawg ass headache, i must have fell asleep lastnight . I looked at ny phone, 16 missed calls and 3 messages . Who cares . I did my hygene and & put on my bright yellow highwaist shorts, my white polo crop top with the yellow hoarse and my yellow steve madden sandals. I wet my hair. I decided to text Ant since school didnt start until 30 minutes

iSmoke ; Ant you need a ride?

Ant_Hoop ; Getting a ride from Lisa again.

iSmoke ; Are you avoiding me?

Ant ; What? No. Your my bestfriend.

iSmoke ; So why are you acting like it?

Ant_Hoop ; Acting like what?

iSmoke ; What the f**k ever .

He wanna play dumb imma act dumb .

I went downstairs and made me dome french toast. Today is nawt a good day for me. As if right now, i hate my life. Im cutting everyone off . Im not f*****g with everyone nomore. Im finna start doing me.

I drove to school by myself, everyone was shocked that i didnt get out of Roc's car or held Roc's hand. Whatever. Roc, Prince, Prod, & Ray were on the bench in the school, i walked passed them as if i didnt know them and went to my locker . f**k dem .

" Wassup ma? " I heard someone say .

I turned around, it was Prince. I rolled my eyes.

He look at me with confusion "Wassup wit you? "

I didnt look at him " Im cutting people off. "

" Why? "

I signed " Because everyone is s**t to me now. "

He folded his arms " Just because your mad at Roc you dont have to be mad at everyone else. " he barked.

I looked at him in shock ", Im not f*****g mad at anyone, im just M.I.A "

The late bell rang

I smiled, " Excuse me. "

I slid pass him leaving him speechless, good.

Prince

I cant believe Smoke. She tripping! I walked back by the bench.

" What she say? " Ray asked .

" She's going M.I.A " i said calm

Prod looked at me " Why "

" Roc "

Ray looked at Roc " Roc what did you do too Smoke! "

" Nothing! " he fussed. " I texted her this morning and she didnt text back. "

" Around what time? " I asked.

" 4 " he replied

Ray rolled his eyes " Let's go to class before we be late. "

Smoke

I waited for Ciera to finish her test, i always copy off of her & give her free weed.

Me ; *whisper* you finish C?

Ciera ; * whisper * yeah.

She passed me her paper and i passed her a pack . I copied off her test and gave it back to her.

My phone viberated so i pulled it out my pocket, i had 4 unread messages.

1 Rickey - Aye Smoke come by my job after school i need some kush

2 Thot #46 - Hey smoke ;)

3 Unknown number - Meet me after school dont forget

4 Roc - I like you too.

My eyes widen and became teary eyed. Roc texted me earlier ? He likes me as much as like him ? I dont even care. I told him my feelings yesterday and he wanna actually think over night to tell me he like me back? Hell no. I cant fall for a guy like Roc.

The bell rang to go to our next class, i got stopped by two girls.

" The f**k? " I said in confusion.

" Where you going smoke? " a redhead girl said.

" Lunch " i replied.

A blonde girl spoke " Better not sit by Roc "

I signed and folded my arms. " Trust me , im not ! "

The blonde girl looked at the redhead in shock " Why nawt? "

I looked at them then at the floor , " M.I.A "

I walked out the classroom and headed to the lunchroom. Hella girls were looking at me like " Where Roc at ? " but so.I walked in the lunchroom, everyone was in there usaul seats & yes Ant was by Lisa. I rolled my eyes, grabbed my lunch, and walked right pass the table .

I walked out the lunchroom buildings and climbed the ladder to the roof. I always go up there when i need to think. It had 2 chairs ( just in case a friend visit me ) , unopened soda bottles , a fan , and more . Like a hideout . I dunk some soda and looked over the rooftop. Roc likes me. But i hate him . I signed and layed back in the chair. Im stressed out.

AFTER SCHOOL

All of the seniors were out of the building in front of the school chilling. Im not in the mood to chill today. I saw Roc talking to Wassiam. I rolled my eyes, signed, and walked towards my car. I was stopped by the same reedhead and blondie.

" Wait Smoke . " The redhead said walking towards my car.

I looked at her while puting my books in my passenger seat " What b***h. "

They both laughed, the hell?

The blondie pointed her finger in an direction, " Look. "

I looked where her finger was pointing, she was pointing at Roc and Wassiam. But they wasnt just talking anymore. They were doing so much more. Kissing, adding tounge and grabbing eachother's waist even pulling eachother's hair. I became teary eyed while still staring at them.

" That should be me. "

I said in a whisper tone. I shook my head and went in my car to drive off. The girls were shaking there heads, by hoes. I was driving home hella fast and crying at the same time. When i pulled in the driveway i went straight to my room to shower, relax my mind and get ready for work. OMG i totally forgot , I have to see Roc.

Roc

I drove home with guilt all down my throat, i kissed Wassiam. And that kiss meant something to me. But Smoke, i really like her. And i promised myself not to even talk to Wassiam again. I f****d up, hopefully Smoke didnt see anything. When i went home i figured out what to wear, i put on my white basketball shorts, my gray muscle shirt and my white and gray lebrons. I really wanna talk to Smoke. Usaually she picks me up, so im gonna call and see if she is.

I called her.

You've reached the voicemail of Smoke b***h .

That was her amazing voicemail that i heard for the first time ever . I signed , well i guess i'l pick her up instead. I went downstairs and out the door, my dad was on the porch smoking a cigeette.

" Chresanto . " He yelled as i walked off the porch

I turned back around with a attitude, " Yes? "

He nodded his head to the beat of J. Cole crooked smile , " Be good. "

I nodded yup and went in my car towards Smoke house. When i arrived i called her again.

You've reached the voicemail of Smoke b***h .

Voicemail again.

I waited for about 7 seconds then she rushed out the house , she looked beautful. She had on a white crop top, black shorts, and her bred 11's . Her hair was in a puffy , messy bun. I hurried out my car.

" Yn you look beautiful. " I said smiling.

She stared at me then became teary eyed. She ignored me and contiuned walking to her car.

I walked by her ' Want a ride? "

She ignored me again and got in her drivers seat, i went in her passenger sear. " Good idea you can drive me. "

She signed and put her head down on the wheel, " Get out my car Chresanto. "

" Why? What's got you down? " I asked concerned.

She looked at me with puffy, red eyes. She's been smoking and she smokes when she's stressed or sad.

" You still having feelings for Wassiam is what got me down. Roc everysince i first saw you i liked you, when i heard Wassiam was your girlfriend i was sad. Then when yall broke up i was happy because that was my shot to get you. Seeing you all over her and using me to get her jealous is what got me down because Chresanto Romelo August, i f*****g want you. " She sad calmly.

Damn .

" I want you too. "