Grinding W/ You

Smoke Your Mind

Roc

I took a shower & put on my black sweats and tank top. I layed in bed listening to " Your Not Alone " by Micheal Jackson from Pandora on my iPod Touch. I went on i********: & scrolled down my newsfeed, i had 270 requests, 210 comments, & 570 likes. Im kinda i********: famous, i have 193k followers. I saw Smoke tagged me in a picture of us we took earlier at our job. We was sitting in the chairs & coach took the picture. The caption read.

@iSmoke_ ; Got my friend @spiffy_tho a job, proud of myself!

It had 213 likes, i made it 214. I put my phone down on bed & looked at my macbook pro on my desk, it was ringing. Someone was calling me on ooVoo, i got up & sat in the chair. " You have a call from Beautiful_W " That was Wassiam ooVoo name. I rolled my eyes & answered it. She had a hugeeee smile.

I rolled my eyes " What " i said with a attitude.

" Hey handsome ! " She said smiling.

" Hi? " I said confused

" Whats been up? " She said popping her gum.

I signed, " Nothing . "

I wasnt even looking in the camera , i was playing with my fingernails.

" Oh " she said looking down.

" Why'd you call me? " I said cutting straight to the chase.

She looked up & smiled " I saw that you asked out that Smoke girl today .. "

I looked up at her " and? "

" Congradulations " !

What? She's happy for me ? She suppose too be jealous !

She looked in her camera confused " Hello? "

I got out of daydreaming & looked in the camera, im shocked. I hung up , i dont know what to say. My plan isnt working the way i want it to!

Wassiam

I got him exactly where i want him. I dont love Chresanto, & i never did. I just loved his money. But at lunch when he asked out that b***h Smoke i was hella jealous, i just wantes to rot & die. Only because i would hate to see them together! I just have to show him that i dont care about him & Smoke. So he can feel stupid & be non interested in her anymore. I dont want him back TRUST ME, i just dont like Smoke . I closed my laptop & applied my lip gloss. I had on my deniem shorts , my black crop top , & my black heels. I grabbed my galaxy 4 & went downstairs.

Mom ; Where you going Siam?

Me ; Out with Qua.

I closed the door & went in Qua car.

Me ; Hey babe.

I pecked his lips.

Qua ; Hey love....where you wanna eat out at?

Me ; Whatever is expensive baby :*

I really dont like Qua even though he looks better than Chresanto. He's caramel, with light brow waves & hazel eyes. Pretty smile too, but i dont like him in a boyfriend way.

Prince

I was sitting on the couch texting Rachel .

Hi_Im_Rachel ; Hi

Princemisfit ; Who's this?

Hi_Im_Rachel ; Rachel .. from the jumba store.

My eyes widen & i smiled.

How'd she get my number? We was texting for a while & i think she likes me. But i just met her so i cant. Plus since me & Ray are single, we have a group called " F&F " . It's Me, Ray, & our 6 friends. It's a group that means we pick a girl that we all can agree with. Then we all flirt with her at once & pass her around . Flirt & f**k " F&F " . Any girl who get's chose need good luck. But i dont want Rachel to become one out of our circle. Thats why i cant talk to her on the level i want her to be on.

Hi_Im_Rachel ; Lol ur really cool! Wanna hang out sometime?

I want too ... but i know if we hang out im gonna like her even more.

Princemisfit ; Cant ... but maybe i'll go to the jumba shop & visit you.

Hi_Im_Rachel ; Wow okay then

I didnt say nothing back. Ugggh, im mad. I just should have never said that but whatever.

Hi_Im_Rachel ; No text back? I feel like you are avoiding me.

Princemisfit ; Im not ... I just dont want to end up regreting something.

Hi_Im_Rachel ; Regreting what? It's okay i dont care. I barely know you! Were not even friends. Im texting a stranger basically

Man f**k her, she mad because I dont want her to be in my circle? Whatever. But i really do think she's cute. But so what.

I texted Smoke.

Princemisfit ; Aye Smoke

iSmoke ; Wassup?

Princemisfit ; Im stressed out

iSmoke ; Come over i got the joint

Princemisfit ; I'll be there in 20

iSmoke ; Get the rellos.

Princemisfit ; Alr .

I hopped out of bed happily, i need this. Whenever i tell Smoke im stressed we get high & tell eachother our problems.

I put on my black basketball shorts and my gray tank top. I put on my gray lebrons & puffed my afro. My mom dont let me out the house at certain times unless im with the boys. She hates Smoke, she think she's a "bad influenece" .. whatever. I grabbed my iPhone & opened the window. Since my room is in the basement i dont really need a ladder. I climbed out the bottom window & closed it. I got in my car & drove to the gas station.

Me ; Can i get a pack of rellos?

Man ; How old are you?

Me ; 21

Man ; Okay what flavor?

This guy actually thinks im 21? Nigga im 17 !

Me ; Regular & Grape

He handed me the packs .

Man ; $5.27

I gave him the money & drove to Smoke house. 15 minutes later i was banging at her front door. She came to the door quick as hell.

Smoke ; Aye dont bang ! My momma dont like that s**t !

Me ; My bad.

I walked in & followed her to her room, Her Pandora radio was on the Bob Marley station . She sat in her computer desk chair.

Smoke ; Got the rellos?

Me ; Ya

I pulled the packs out my pocket unto the desk. She picked up one of the packs in confusion.

Smoke ; Original? Nigga all we do is flavor !

She trew the original on the ground.

Me ; Waste of my 2 dollars ...

She started rolling up the weed, i layed my head back on the bed & signed.

Me ; Smoke i wish --

Smoke ; Nope shut up Prince we dont talk emotional s**t until i roll up.

I smacked my teeth & sat up.

Me ; I hope this aint mid

She looked at me.

Smoke ; NIGGA DO I SMOKE MID?!?!?!

Me ; Idk do you?

Smoke ; No!

Me ; Well what is it?

Smoke ; Kush ..

My smiled was from ear to ear, kush is that good s**t. When she was done rolling up i turned up the bob marley music, we was hitting the blunt back to back

" So wassup? " She said smoking the blunt.

I waited for her to finish the puff & she passed it to me " I f****d up." I said hitting it.

" How ? " She said coughing.

I puffed one more time & passed it to her, " Rachel ... like her but i cant date her & i think she likes me too "

She blew the smoke out her mouth " Why you cant date her if she like you? "

" I just dont want her to be apart of F&F " i said grabbing the blunt.

She started coughing " f**k F&F if you like her go for her. "

I looked at her & puffed " If Ray know i be messing around with her he gone think it's for F&F but i dont want her to get f****d by 8 niggas. "

She laughed & hit the blunt " True but just tell Ray she aint for F&F she for you. "

I hit the blunt " What about my hoes? "

She grabbed the ash tray " Drop them "

I coughed while puffing in shock, i dropped the blunt on the floor & gagged " Drop my hoes? You crazy ! "

" You dont want Rachel then " she said picking it up from the floor.

My eyes were low & red " I'll see you at school "

I left her room & went in my car, i drove home as fast & careful as i can before i fell asleep. I arrived in the driveway & climbed through my room window. There my mom was, sitting on my bed. Waiting .