The next joint patrol fell on a gray morning, cloud cover thick enough to flatten the light and swallow shadows, everything the same dull color from the ground to the sky. Maren welcomed the dullness. It felt honest, somehow, after days of half-answers dressed up as protection.
Corvin found her a few minutes into the walk, falling into step at the edge of the formation where Isolde's attention was occupied elsewhere.
"You look like you haven't slept."
"I haven't. Not properly." She kept her eyes on the treeline, old habit now. "I confronted Halvard."
"About the record."
"About a conversation I overheard. He and Orsa, talking about me like I'm a problem they're managing rather than a person they owe an explanation to." She glanced at him. "He said it counts for more than I know. That I'm the one it happened to. Whatever that means."
Corvin didn't answer right away. When he did, his voice had dropped low enough that she had to lean slightly to catch it over the wind.
"Your mother didn't die the way you were told."
She stopped walking. He kept going a few steps before noticing, then turned back, something in his face suggesting he regretted the timing even as he said it.
"Tell me."
"There was a fire." He said it plainly, no embellishment, watching her reaction the whole time. "Not a rogue attack. A fire, at the house where you and your parents lived, the night your mother died."
"There's no fire in the record. I've seen it. Rogue attack, that's the only cause listed."
"I know what the record says. I'm telling you what actually happened."
"How do you know?"
He hesitated, and in that hesitation she saw the same wall she'd hit with Halvard, the same careful retreat behind *I can't tell you yet*. She braced for it.
"Someone told me," he said instead. "Years ago. Someone who was there."
"Who."
"I can't say. Not yet."
"You just told me my mother's official death record is a lie, and now you're stopping there?" Her voice rose enough that Isolde glanced back at them, and Maren made herself lower it, though the anger underneath didn't cool with it. "That's not an answer, Corvin. That's half a wound left open."
"I know." He looked genuinely pained saying it, which didn't make it easier to accept. "I told you more than I meant to just now. I wasn't planning on saying anything today."
"Then why did you."
"Because you looked like someone who's been lied to so many times she's starting to doubt whether the truth exists at all. I couldn't let that stand, even if I can't give you the rest of it yet."
She studied him, searching for the calculation Elias had warned her to look for and finding, as always, something harder to categorize — genuine regret, maybe, tangled up with whatever loyalty kept his mouth shut on the larger truth.
"A fire," she repeated. "Who sets a fire and then writes rogue attack in a ledger instead?"
"Someone who needed the real cause hidden."
"Hidden from who? The pack already knew she died. What difference does the manner make?"
"That," Corvin said, "is the question I don't yet have a full answer to. But I have a guess, and I think you've already guessed part of it yourself."
"Say it."
"If people knew there'd been a fire, they'd ask what caused it. And if the answer to that question led back to a name people weren't ready to hear—" He stopped himself, visibly, choosing not to finish the sentence.
"Ashveil," she said. "My name's connected to yours in that record. You already confirmed that when Halvard let it slip he'd protected the same secret."
"I didn't confirm anything. I said someone told me about a fire."
"You're doing it again. The careful thing. Saying just enough to prove you know more, then stopping before it costs you anything." She felt something crack loose in her chest, frustration finally outpacing patience. "I'm tired of being handed pieces, Corvin. I want the whole shape of it, even if it's ugly. Especially if it's ugly."
"I want to give it to you." His voice had an edge now too, the first real strain she'd heard from him. "You think I enjoy this? Watching you find out the truth of your own life in scraps, from people who won't commit to telling you outright? I don't. But some of what I know isn't only my secret to spend. If I tell you everything today, it doesn't just cost me. It costs people who are still alive, people who made choices under circumstances you don't have the full context for yet."
"People like who?"
He didn't answer that either, and for a moment the silence between them felt heavier than anything either of them had said aloud.
"My father," she said slowly, testing the shape of the thought as she spoke it. "Was he part of it? Whatever happened that night?"
"I don't know enough about your father to answer that honestly."
"But you know enough about my mother to know there was a fire."
"Yes."
"Then tell me this much, at least. Was the fire an accident?"
He looked at her for a long moment, something working behind his expression that she couldn't fully read, though this time it didn't feel like calculation. It felt like a man deciding how much truth he could afford to spend on a single question.
"No," he said finally. "It wasn't an accident."
The admission landed harder than she expected, confirming something she'd suspected without letting herself fully believe it. Somebody had set that fire on purpose. Somebody had then made sure the official record said otherwise, for eighteen years, while she grew up believing her mother died to a rogue's teeth rather than to deliberate flame.
"I need to sit down," she said, and did, right there on a fallen log at the edge of the patrol's path, not caring how it looked to the others watching from a distance.
Corvin crouched beside her, not touching her, giving her the space to absorb it. "I shouldn't have told you this way. Out here, rushed, with half the answer missing."
"You should have told me at all. That's more than anyone else has managed in eleven years."
"That's not much of a compliment."
"It wasn't meant as one. It's just true." She pressed the heels of her hands against her eyes for a moment, steadying herself. "Who else knows? Besides you, and whoever told you."
"I don't know the full list. I know it's small. Old enough, careful enough, that it's held for this long without breaking."
"Until now."
"Until now," he agreed. "I don't know what's changed. Whether it's the attacks, or you asking questions, or something else entirely putting pressure on people who've kept this quiet a long time. But something's cracking, Maren. You can feel it as well as I can."
She could. She'd felt it since the ceremony, if she was honest with herself — some slow shift in the ground beneath her feet that had nothing to do with the mill or the creatures or any of the immediate crises consuming the pack's attention. This ran under all of it, older and more patient, finally surfacing after years of careful burial.
"I want to see the fire's location," she said. "Wherever the house was. I want to stand there myself."
"It's Ashveil territory now. The land changed hands years after the fire, part of an old border settlement neither pack talks about much."
"Then take me."
"That's not something I can arrange easily. Not with the current arrangement between our packs, not with how much attention you're already drawing." He studied her, weighing something. "Give me time to find a way that doesn't put you at more risk than you're already carrying."
"You keep asking for time."
"I know. I'm asking again anyway, because I don't have a better option to offer you yet." He held her gaze, steady despite everything else that had shifted between them in the last few minutes. "But I promise you this. You'll see it. I won't let this be one more thing you're kept from indefinitely."
She wanted to believe him. She was starting to realize, with some discomfort, that she already did — not fully, not without reservation, but enough that the wanting itself felt dangerous, a door she hadn't meant to leave open this wide.
Isolde called the patrol back into formation before either of them could say more, and Maren stood, brushing dirt from her clothes, carrying the weight of what she'd just learned back toward Blackthorn territory in silence.
A fire. Not an accident. A name connected to it that wasn't supposed to survive in any record anyone could read.
Whatever waited at the end of this, she thought, walking the border path home, it was no longer a question of whether she'd find it. Only when, and what it would cost her once she finally did.