My Addiction

Chapter Four

Jessie's POV

This pillow is so warm I could stay in bed all day, it also has sparks wait for what? did I just feel a hand on my waist? no I must be imagining it the alarm goes off and I just ignore it I want to enjoy this pillow a bit longer then I feel the hand move again so I wasn't imagining I slowly open my eyes and look up this can't be happening I look under the covers and I let out a scream " Aaah!" he shoots out of bed " what's....holy s**t!" he curses while looking for his boxers and hurriedly pulls them on " s**t my head hurts?" but that's only an understatement and it's not only my head that's hurting but I don't want to say that he already looks so guilty and I don't want to add to that

" can use your bathroom?" I asked trying to change the topic " uuh sure but can we at least talk about this " I'm not sure if it's a good thing he seems so concerned not that I'd feel better if he didn't " yeah if you want " I got off the bed and headed to the bathroom I wish I remember what happened and I can't help but hope to have more I quickly freshen up I walk out to my clothes " got you some clothes I hope you don't mind they're my sisters" I look at the clothes then at him

"you have a sister?" umm I guess I didn't do any homework well I usually do a background check on my employees

" aah yeah, I do two actually, so about last night.."

" yeah aah it's okay we're adults and we were both drunk so I don't blame you for that," I say trying to assure him

" if you say so I still can't help but feel as if I took advantage of you I'm not that kind of guy really"

" sure but you also don't look like a guy who needs anyone's approval. It's okay I need to go Tricia must be worried right now"

I put my clothes in my handbag

" We didn't even use protection what if...." I cut him off before he finished that sentence it's the last thing I want to think of right now so I give a different but relevant answer instead

" I'm clean if that's what you're insinuating " I pull my hair into a ponytail

" that's not what I mean and you know it" I tried to hide my frustration as much as I could

" I know what you mean I'll keep you updated if it comes to that. now I have to go before this girl sends a search party " I say looking at my phone

" you seem like you can't get away fast enough. I could quit if that will make you comfortable" I look him in the eyes this time and I can see that he means it but I won't let him do that

" get your ass at work on Monday Mr. Jones I choose to think were adults " I have to get away as fast as I can I need to think this through

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" there you are, you've got me worried Jessie where have you been? oh, wait doesn't answer that rather how was your night you know with the hot, jaw-dropping assistant?" she just can't help it can she? I don't blame her though I'd do the same

" look Tricia I don't want to talk about that right now" she pulled me to sit to the bed and sat next to me

" and why is that was it that bad? did he hurt you?" right now I got her worried

" it's not that Tricia it was a drunken mistake and I don't want him to stick around because I'm his boss or anything" she moved closer

" drunken mistake? so you want to tell me that you would've slept with just anyone?" she's got a point there I wouldn't sleep with just anyone because I was drunk I just don't want to face the truth about it yet

" Yeah you're right I wouldn't?"

" off cause I'm right I'm always right, I need to go back early morning tomorrow I have to get hope from moms by the way she said hey and that you need to go visit sometime" Tricia and I have been friends since fourth grade our parents are also friends so we're more like sisters

" there's a lot of time between now and tomorrow you want to go shopping?" she stood up straightening her shot

" that's my girl off cause I would anything to cheer you up sis" we went to the mall and did as much shopping as we could " Jessie look at those shoes!" " wow let's go check themout ," I say rushing past her " we have to get matching pairs of those" we finished with our little shoes shopping and we went out for lunch at a nearby restaurant after lunch we went to do our hair and finally watched a movie and talked about all sorts of stuff. I'm going to go back to missing her again sometimes I wish we're always together but she has a kid and her own life so I have to live with it

" I wish I remember what happened, I try so hard but I can't, " I say shifting closer so that my head is on her

" don't worry you will with time or maybe not but you could always make new memories you know "

" you don't have to be perfect all the time allow yourself to make mistakes you're human besides that's what makes you more beautiful and adorable," she says playing with my hair

" you know that's the first time you've told me that "

" well enjoy it while it lasts. now let's finish this movie"