chapter thirty one
" you did what? Jessie!" she exclaimed that's the first time she had used my name in a long time " that is utterly stupid and unacceptable! why would you do something like that?" I get why she is acting like that I see my mistake now that I think about it properly. it was a stupid move on my side and carning on his but what could I have done? I couldn't help it " I couldn't help it okay? I know it was stupid but I couldn't help myself and now he is gone again. I don't know what I was thinking or hoping for. I hate that I can not control this, that I can't control how I feel about him" " I know but how are you supposed to heal and get over what happened If you are letting him in when he is just going to go right back?" what she was saying made sense but i was in a tough position there
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