Joy looked at her, concerned. “Come here, my dear.” With that, she stood up, shut the door, and took Felicia’s hand and led her to the bed so they could sit comfortably to talk. “Felicia, you are not the reason bad things happen. Why would you think that?” Felicia answered with teary eyes and said, “If I had not been the center of attention at the concert and asked for ice cream, they’d still be alive,, and Azella wouldn’t have left me either. Then, when we got here that first night, again I was in the spotlight, and all I got were looks of pity. Who wants anyone’s pity? Now I’m going to be in the spotlight again, and I’m going to get those same looks. What if I fall in the water putting my floating lights in? Everyone will laugh at me just like I get laughed at for my size. They’ll call

