Dreaming of him

Chapter- 6 Importance of Mates

   Logan's Point of View: 

     "Earth to Rose," are you still with us? You seemed out of it for a while their. How do you feel about our 

new pack? Hunter says we can start training and school tomorrow if you are up for it! Alpha Luca 

sounds like a great leader, don't you think? I feel that we could really have a chance at a better life here

and we won't be alone anymore like before.

    I've been trying to be strong for Rose, for the past year things have been hard to say the least. 

Everything was fine in our old pack while my parents were alive and well. Then tragedy struck and we 

found ourselves questioning how our old alpha was running things. If he would have been a better

more responsible alpha leader our pack would have been better off. He was too young and 

inexperienced and little by little pack members started loosing respect for him and  he became more

strict on everyone and would make decisions based on his needs and wants and not on the 

best interest of the pack. These decisions caused our pack to slowly start deteriorating and led to the 

rouge attack that killed our parents. Word got out that our pack had a weakness and our pack got

 attacked, since our pack was not working together well it put us at a disadvantage. If our alpha had all 

the pack members support we would have been stronger and not put us in harms way. Both our alpha 

and pack members realized the mistake to late and a lot off innocents lost their life that day. 

     Rose and I have always been close, I can sense she is going through something else too. She doesn't 

get much sleep and when she does she has nightmares, I hear her cry at night sometimes,

 I know she misses the bond she had with our parents, she was always close with them. Through 

everything, she has continued to do great in school and continued  to volunteer at our pack clinic. She 

had always dreamt of becoming a nurse in the pack clinic.

She has always been so giving and caring towards others she would make the best nurse someday. She 

is still the same but  was forced to grow up too soon, pain ,resentment, and tragedy has changed her, 

maid her wise beyond her years. She acts happy for my sake, but I know she is hurting, she was never

able to forgive after what happened she blames the pack for not being united, herself for not being able

to protect anyone since she wolfs were not able to fight let alone train and the alpha for being so selfish 

and reckless.

    She will soon hit the age were she will find her mate. I hope the moon goddess blesses her with

a good, strong mate and not someone that will bring more hurt upon her. I would kill for her, she

is all I have left and I will protect her with everything I have in me. I  have yet to find my mate but am 

hoping she will find her mate before me so that she is not without me.

    Our parents raised us to cherish the mate bond and our mates. They were together even in death and

even though it was disgusting to witness them being so open with their love for each other their love was 

something I always admired about them. How they would get through anything good or bad and come 

out happier and more united than before, how affectionate they were towards each other.

        Rose Point of View:.

    I snap out of my daydream to see Logan who is looking at me with a smug look on his face. We

spend the rest of the morning being introduced to Silver Moon pack members. Everyone here is so friendly

and welcoming, I'm sure we will fit in perfectly here. This pack gives off a different vibe to my old pack, 

and this is just a hunch at first glance. After a long morning we go back to the pack house to eat 

a late lunch consisting of pan seared fish with a salad and a side of fresh berries. We spend the rest of 

Sunday relaxing and getting to know more about our new pack and the laws and rules in this 

pack. Aunt Grace helps he get all my things ready for tomorrow on my first day of school. 

    I could not be more grateful for aunt Grace and all the support she and her mate Hunter have given us.

 Every time I look at her she reminds me of my mother and how she was always so involved and 

supportive of everything we did. She would worry about us even when we told her not too

and she had great dreams for our futures. She wanted me to finish school and go pursue my passion

for taking care of others because she knew how happy it made me to help heal the world. My

parents knew Logan would become a great warrior maybe a high ranking leader someday

because of his fighting skills determination to reach his goals and be the best and the ability 

he had of owning a room and taking order out of mayhem. They would always say  how proud they were 

of us and how happy they were to be blessed with us as their pups.

    By 10pm I'm laying in bed in and ready to sleep so I can get an early start tomorrow for my first day 

of school. I can't wait to get my day started the suspense is too much for me to take at this moment with

everything else going on in my head. I lay in bed and try to read a romance novel I have been trying to 

finish for the past year and immediately doze off to sleep thinking about school, training, and the life I

left behind.