Dreaming of him

Chapter 1- New Beginnings

    Have I mentioned how much I hate change? 

    Well I do !

     I Hate change with a passion!

 I sit in the car waiting for my brother Logan to finish putting the 

last of our belongings in the trunk of of the Audi. I can't believe we are leaving the only place that I have 

ever called home. After the death of my parents I feel as if I no longer belong and staying here at Crystal 

Moon Pack is just a reminder of the darkest day of my life. I really hate to leave my friends and pack 

behind but I think leaving is the best decision we can possibly make because of the circumstances we 

are in. Come on how could I stay in a pack and follow a leader that was responsible for so much sorrow 

and pain. Yes I blame the alpha for so many innocent deaths, isn't a leader suppose to watch out for

his pack , his people and their safety and well being . I know we tried for the memory of our loved once 

but in the end it was impossible for me to forgive and forget. 

    Aside from my parents Logan and I are all that is left of my family at Crystal Moon Pack. The only

other living relative we have is  my aunt Grace Davis who lives with her mate at Silver Moon Pack. Aunt 

Grace was at one point part of Crystal Moon Pack that is until she met her mate and moved with

him to Silver Moon Pack. Today we will be traveling to my aunts pack and hopefully we can start a new 

beginning without having the constant reminder of the tragedy we lived through. Its highly important 

for me to have a great leader and from what, I hear that is precisely what we will be getting at Silver Moon 

Pack. I have done quite a lot of research on  Alpha Luca Evans and everything I have found so far exceeds 

my expectations of a good leader and he seems to be the total opposite of my old Alpha which I am very

grateful for.

    You ready for the trip, says my brother Logan with a smile as he gets in the drivers seat of his dark  

silver Audi. The drive to Silver Moon Pack is 7 hours long but with Logan's driving I'm sure we will get 

their a lot sooner, with him being driving at the speed of lightning and all. Logan is 3 years older than me 

and we have been looking after each other all our lives more so now that we are alone. We are not alone 

by choice but because of destiny, my mom would always say that everything happens for a reason and 

just because you don't know the why behind something it doesn't mean their is not a reason for it.

Without Logan and everything we have lived through I don't feel like I would be as strong of a person as I 

am now. I guess tragedy does make you stronger and wiser beyond your years ,I'm practically 17 going 

on 30 right now. Goddess only knows why we have been tested so much.

    When Logan came home on that dreadful day of the attack he was devastated ,and being such a strong

warrior it took everything in him not to attack our alpha. He knew right away that the attack had happened

because our alpha was incapable of being a good leader and our pack was weakened under his ruling  .  

We really tried to make things work but in the end leaving the pack was the only choice we were left with. 

We had to venture out and go try our luck else wear and hope that this time everything would turn out 

better. Thankfully our parents were smart and saved their money, we were not rich by any means but we

were well of even after their death they took care of us by leaving enough money for us to start over and

live comfortably for a long time without having to worry about money. We have really high hopes for our 

new pack and we hope that Alpha Luca does not disappoint and that he lives up to our expectations and 

all that is said about him. According to my research and my aunt we will soon be part of a very powerful 

and big pack, led by the youngest alpha in the story.

    I am really hoping our new pack has a better, stronger alpha that knows how to take care of and lead a 

pack and that we have the opportunity for growth and a better future . That they take us in like family and 

treat us like we have always been part of their pack because I could really use family right now and need 

to feel a sense of belonging. With this new beginning I hope to accomplish putting 

our past behind us, even though I will never forget my parents I want all the negativity to stay away from 

me as much as possible and I want to start fresh. With a new pack, new alpha and new way of living 

life.... 

Hopefully my true mate, my better half, the love of my life, the one given to me by the moon goddess who 

was made specially for my to love only me, will soon be by my side once I turn 18 which is not far away.

    So much change is coming quick and truth be told I am so ready for things to start going my way...

I can only guess what the moon goddess has in store for me... 

   As we say goodbye to a few of our friends we realize how much our life is about to change in a matter

of hours. We drive away from the pack house and I look back at what once was my safe haven , my home 

and loose myself in thoughts about the future that awaits us....