His personal omega

chapter 19

Hiding the feelings

Lena's point of view

It hurts....I couldn't look at him in the eyes because I was terrified he would be able to read what was going on in my head . He may have heard that my head was screaming with agony because of the announcement . My ability to detect Xander's scent seems like it slowly fading . I'm sure that everytime he's near me, I'm aware that I could smell his berry scent. I'm concerned that he would get a negative impression of me , if he realized I had feelings for him. I'm already happy that we get along, and I had the opportunity of having him to myself even though it just for a day....I'm slowly loosing my breath because of the tightness in my chest , however before I could run away , I could see that he was walking towards me.

No...

Stop...

You can't.... Before we could be the center of an attraction, I quickly move and ran out. I don't know where my feet would lead me to, but all I want to do is runaway . I don't want to go home because I know he can find me there. While running and running, the tears i kept restricted was now running down my face. The announcement kept echoing in my head. When I thought I had already gotten away from his sight, a firm hand pulled my waist back and crashed me to his rock torso.

* I already told you not to attend, why did you still do it?" . Each words of his , is deep and authoritative , and his grip on my hips were getting tighter .

" Xander... I'm a little scared". As I said that , I didn't turn my body to him. Nevertheless he faced my body to him, my face were instantly elevated so his eyes were level with mine , and he promptly caught my chin again. When I looked into his serious eyes, my tears fell even more freely , and I wish I could hug him right now .

" Can you tell me why you are afraid? Please explain why you feel that way. I'd like to know, are you scared of me? I don't want you to be intimidated by me anymore...". He gave me a mournful grin , which cause my pupils to dilate quickly .

" No Xander, I'm afraid because....." I stop talking because I couldn't tell him why I was scared , because I couldn't explain it to him. I don't know how to tell him that I was nervous, if he knew that I had feelings for him , and how angry he would be when he finds out. It would be inappropriate for me to tell him that , because soon I will completely be his personal doctor. The only thing that he did was stare at me, as if he was waiting for the next thing I will say . I didn't say anything further to him, I just got away from him and kiss him swiftly. Why I could see that he was taken aback by what I did, all I do was continue to kiss him and put my hands around his neck .

" If you are the one who started this , I'm not sure I'll be able to keep it together , Lena " .he sexily whispered and kiss me back while his hand crawled to my chest . I don't need anything more but his rough touche. I will not demand anything but his sweet lips. I know it wrong but.

*Ahh..." I was shocked when he abruptly picked my body in bridal style and use his speed to get us to my house in just a second. Wow! I didn't know lycan are so fast. He didn't even let me to comprehend what was happening as he sat on my bed while I was on his lap , feeling his hardened erection piercing through my buttocks.

" Hmm Xander..." He hadn't even drifted away from our kiss even after all this time while my hands were still round him.

" I don't know if I can control myself " when he spoke that sentence, I felt his c**k switch, trying to pierce through the material of our clothing and to have its way. And he even slipped his tongue into my mouth while he was talking. Because of the heat emanating from our bodies, I closed my eyes . I can feel his crotch brushing my back and the redness of my neck was on fire. I took off my robe as I parted my the kiss with him.

" Xander.... I want you to kiss and lick my n*****s , suck them untill they turned red" . I gave him a seductive smirk , not sure weather my trouble face had faded with it.

" You are really driving me insane " he tilted his head and I could feel his hot lips and tongue on my n*****s .

" Ahh...".

" Lena , I'm sucking them , and it seems like the more I suck the more milk is coming out"

" Ohh..... your tongue is abrasive " I opened my eyes and fixed my gaze on him. I observed him and my favorite thing he does to me was sucking my n*****s . When does that , it as if he is driving me insane. When he gently bite it , I saw their pinkness. after that he shifted his face away from them.

" Xander, I can't be the only one enjoying it , I look like your c**k is going to burst " . I knelt on the floor , bite my lips as I raised the end of his robe to see his manhood clearly .

" Yeah... I've already reach my limit " his c**k sprang up to my face, and I couldn't help but grin at him. Just by look at Xander c**k , I can already feel my inside twitching with excitement . I also took off my robe and left nothing behind. I kiss his d**k until it was moist , then press it into the center of my round breast. I squeeze it with the muscles of my chest, using my two round breast to f**k it a little before putting it into my mouth.

" Lena!!" He groaned out my name with pleasure. I suck on his c**k like my life depends it.

" Lena , your blissful face are so cute, my heart desires nothing more than to fire my c*m at your gorgeous face" .I didn't answer and just continue f*****g his big c**k with my mouth.

" I'm Cumming....let go" he spoke in the air as he drew out his d**k from my mouth and blasted his sticky c*m on my face .

" I told you that it was going to be released " instead of even laughing, I wanted to torture him even more since I was so flabbergasted by his expression when I saw that his face was crimson as I suck the last of his c*m, I saw that his body had become tensed all of a sudden .

" Xander....my womb is squealing with the sight of the lot of your sperm . Give me more...." I gaze at him with a drowsy expression because I could feel something erupting from inside me. He laid down and gaze at me with amorous expression on his face .

" Come over here Lena , take a ride on my c**k" . I accepted his hand when he extended it me . As soon as I seized his hand, I sat down on his c**k. Because my inside is already wet , his d**k slid in easily .

" Shake your hips, and I will scrape my c**k against your pussy."