I couldn't get him out of my system no matter what I did. I was more frustrated with myself. That man lead me on, used me and threw me away like thrash. I should be f*****g seething but here I was sulking like a damn child. I was hungry, angry and sad. I haven't eaten anything since yesterday. Water can only do so much. I was contemplating whether to go out or not. I cannot lock myself in here forever. "f**k this." I muttered and opened my bedroom door slowly. I peeked slightly to set if there was anyone in the hallway. After making sure it was clear I slowly started making my way downstairs. As I neared the stairs, I heard multiple voices from the living room. Curiosity got the best of me as I went to the living room and made my presence known. All the boys and four people I didn'

