Week 32. 4 weeks until C-section.
3:17am. I shot up on the mattress.
Pain. Tight. Low. Like my stomach was turning to stone.
“Damian,” I whispered. Then louder: “Damian!”
He was awake before my second word. Every night for 32 weeks he’d slept with one hand on me. Tonight it paid off.
“What’s wrong?” He was already on his knees, face level with my stomach. “Contractions? Water? Baby?”
“Don’t know,” I gasped. Another one hit. My whole body tensed. “It hurts. It’s early. It’s 32 weeks, Damian, that’s too early—”
He didn’t wait. Grabbed the hospital bag from Chapter 28. “CEO Contingency Plan activated. Step 1: Don’t panic. Step 2: Don’t drop Mama. Step 3: Drive.”
He tried to lift me. Ribs screamed. He gritted his teeth and did it anyway. Carried me 4 flights down in boxers, hoodie, and terror.
Marcus was already in the car downstairs. Damian must’ve texted him in 3 seconds flat.
“Go go!” Damian shouted, buckling me in with shaking hands. Then he climbed in, pulled me into his lap, hand on my stomach.
“Breathe, Ava. In. Hold. Out. Same as Chapter 27. I got you.”
I breathed. He breathed with me. Both babies were kicking like crazy inside. Like they knew something was happening.
20 minutes to County General. Felt like 20 hours.
ER doors burst open. Nurses wheeled me in. Damian tried to follow.
“Sir, you need to wait—”
“I’m the father,” he said. Voice broke. “I’m not waiting. I was there in Chapter 23. I’m here now.”
They let him. Forced to, by his eyes.
Room 8. Monitors strapped on. Cold gel. Nurse frowning at the screen.
Damian held my hand so tight I lost feeling. Watched the monitor like it held the secrets of the universe.
Contraction hit. I cried out. He flinched like he felt it too.
“Nurse?” he said. Voice steady despite shaking. “Tell me they’re okay. Tell me she’s okay. Tell me—”
“Alright Mr. Black, deep breath,” the nurse said. “Let’s check timing.”
5 minutes. Then 8 minutes. Then 10.
Doctor came in. Checked me. Checked the babies.
Smiled. “Mrs. Black, Mr. Black… these are Braxton Hicks. Practice contractions. Your body’s rehearsing. Babies are perfect. Heartbeats strong. No dilation. No water broken.”
Damian didn’t move. Didn’t breathe.
“Say that again,” he whispered.
“False alarm,” the doctor said gently. “You’re not in labor. You can go home. Rest. 4 more weeks.”
The word “home” broke him.
Damian dropped his forehead to our joined hands. Shook. Once. Twice.
Then started laughing. Choked, relieved, hysterical laugh.
“False alarm,” he repeated. Like he couldn’t believe it. “We just did a full CEO Contingency Plan deployment for a fire drill.”
I was crying too. From pain. From relief. From his laugh.
He looked up at me. Eyes wet. Hair wild. Hoodie inside out.
“I’m sorry,” he said. “I’m so sorry I panicked. I’m sorry I carried you down 4 flights for nothing. I’m sorry I’m not—”
I cut him off with a kiss. Hospital bed. Nurses watching. Didn’t care.
“You’re not sorry,” I said against his lips. “You’re a dad. Dads panic. Dads rush. Dads carry you down stairs at 3am for ‘nothing’ that felt like everything.”
He nodded. Pressed his face to my stomach. “You scared me, little team. Don’t do that again until 36 weeks, okay? Deal?”
Both babies kicked. Like they said “deal.”
Damian laughed again. Cried again. “They’re negotiators. Just like Mama.”
On the ride home, he didn’t let go of my hand. Didn’t let go of my stomach.
“Update to Contingency Plan,” he muttered, pulling out the binder with one hand. “Page 47: Braxton Hicks = not real labor. Mama still goes to hospital. Daddy still panics. Because love > logic.”
I leaned on his shoulder. Dawn breaking outside. City waking up.
“Damian?”
“Yeah?”
“Thank you for panicking with me. Thank you for choosing 3am terror over sleep. Thank you for being the man who runs to me, not away.”
He kissed my knuckles. “Chapter 1 I ran a company. Chapter 29 I run to you. I think Chapter 29 wins.”
We got home as the sun came up. He laid me on the mattress. Covered me with the blanket. Then laid down next to me, fully clothed.
“Still 4 weeks,” he whispered. Hand on me. “4 weeks until they’re here. 4 weeks until I meet them.”
“4 weeks,” I agreed. Felt them move under his palm.
He fell asleep first this time. Exhausted from adrenaline. From fear. From love.
I watched his face. Relaxed. No CEO mask. Just Damian. My Damian.
The man who’d burn the world for us.
And at 3am, he’d run through it too.