~Jayson~
I am nothing but a coward, a Despicable creature who doesn't deserve to live. It was the 9 th of July 4:15pm to be exact but here I am wallowing in self pity instead of celebrating Chloe's birthday party at her house. Even if I don't have the guts to do that, the least i can do is wish her happy birthday on i********: or on w******p. Sadly I still haven't done that because I am to chicken enough to do the right thing - putting my feeling aside.
From the live videos people were making from her house, her birthday looks like a blast and I am the only one not enjoying it in any way. I sigh for the umpteenth time feeling uncomfortable in bed. My uncle was away for a business trip that's why I can still feel comfortable in my own skin. I got out of bed heading for a small corne
