She woke at five forty three and couldn't go back to sleep.
This wasn't unusual. She'd been a light sleeper since her father died — something in her had decided that unconsciousness was a luxury that required a safety she hadn't felt in four years. In Kilimani she'd managed it with routine. Same bedtime, same tea, same forty pages of whatever book she was reading until her eyes gave up arguing.
The Karen compound was not her Kilimani routine.
She lay in the dark for twenty minutes listening to the garden. That was the thing about this room — you could hear it. Small sounds. Wind in the jacaranda. Something moving in the bougainvillea. The particular breathing of a space that was alive and tended and cared for.
At six she gave up. Pulled on clothes — jeans, an old university sweater, the kind of outfit that existed below the professional register, the one she wore when nobody was supposed to see her — and went looking for the kitchen.
She found the garden instead.
The east wing had a side door she hadn't noticed the night before, half hidden behind a curtain, opening onto a narrow path that ran along the wall and curved around to the main garden. She followed it without thinking, drawn by the smell — wet soil and jacaranda and something green and alive that the Kilimani apartment with its one window had never managed.
She heard him before she saw him.
Not talking. Just — present. The quiet sounds of someone working, the specific rhythm of it, unhurried and focused and completely private.
She stopped at the corner of the path.
Malik was crouched at the far edge of the garden, his back to her, wearing a plain dark t-shirt and old trousers that had soil on the knees already. No suit. No jacket. No carefully assembled professional surface. Just a man with his hands in the earth, working at something near the base of the jacaranda with the focused patience of someone doing something they actually loved.
She should have gone back inside.
She knew that. The professional distance — what remained of it — said clearly that this was a private moment that didn't belong to her, that watching someone before they knew they were being watched was a kind of trespass, that the man in the suit who said careful things in controlled tones had not invited her to see what he looked like without any of that.
She stayed anyway.
He worked for several minutes. Clearing something from around the base of the tree, his movements practiced, familiar with this specific soil and this specific root system in the way you were only familiar with things you'd tended repeatedly over time. He talked to it once — she was too far away to hear the words but the cadence was clear, low and brief and private, the kind of thing you said to living things when you thought nobody was listening.
Then he sat back on his heels and looked up at the tree.
The jacaranda was doing its morning thing — the light catching the purple flowers from below, the particular quality of early Nairobi sun that made colors do things they didn't do anywhere else. He looked at it with an expression she'd never seen on his face before.
Not the controlled assessment. Not the careful neutrality. Not the crack in the surface.
Just — open. Unguarded. A man looking at something he loved without any reason to hide it.
Something moved in Nadia's chest that she wasn't ready to name.
A bird landed in the jacaranda above him, made a sound she recognized from her father's garden in Ngong, and Malik looked at it with the same expression and said something else she couldn't hear and the bird stayed there a moment before deciding he wasn't a threat and going about its morning.
She must have made a sound. Or moved. Or perhaps he simply felt the weight of being watched the way people did when their instincts were finely tuned enough.
He turned.
She expected the professional surface to reassemble itself immediately. The controlled neutrality, the assessment, the careful managed face of Malik Serrano in a room with another person.
It didn't. Not immediately. For two or three seconds he just looked at her across the garden with the open unguarded expression still in place and she had the strange sensation of seeing someone who hadn't yet decided what to do about being seen.
Then it settled. Not all the way — less controlled than usual, the edges softer than she'd seen them.
"You're awake early," he said.
"Couldn't sleep." She stayed at the edge of the path. Gave him the distance. "I didn't mean to interrupt."
"You didn't." He looked at his hands, at the soil on them, seemed to notice it as if for the first time. "I come out here when I can't sleep either."
She looked at the jacaranda. At the careful work around its base. "How long have you had this garden?"
"The property's been in my father's family for thirty years. The jacaranda was here before I was." He stood, brushed his hands on his trousers without much effect. "I started doing the garden myself about four years ago."
Four years ago.
She didn't say it. But something in her face must have, because he looked at her with that less-controlled expression and said — "Yes. Around that time."
Around the time her father died. Around the time whatever happened had happened and Malik Serrano had been left carrying a debt he couldn't pay and a case he couldn't close and apparently a garden he tended on Sunday mornings.
People carried grief in different shapes. She knew that. She'd spent four years carrying hers in sleeplessness and work and a chipped coffee cup she couldn't throw away.
He carried his in soil and jacaranda and talking to birds before the city woke up.
"It's beautiful," she said. Meaning the garden and meaning more than the garden and trusting that he was precise enough with language to understand the difference.
He looked at her for a moment. "There's coffee," he said. "Inside. I make it before I come out. It should still be hot."
"You cook and garden," she said. "The board doesn't know about any of this, do they."
Something warm moved across his face. Not the ghost of a smile this time. An actual one, brief and real and completely different from any expression she'd catalogued in the week she'd known him.
"The board knows what I need them to know," he said.
She laughed. Small, surprised, the sound coming out before she made a decision about it.
He looked at her when she laughed — the way he sometimes looked at her across tables and in corridors and once in an elevator, quick and contained and immediately controlled, except this time in the soft early light with soil on his hands and the jacaranda above him the control was slower and she caught it properly before it closed.
Not assessment. Not calculation.
Something warmer than either.
She looked away first. At the garden, the bougainvillea, the bird that had come back to the jacaranda and was apparently settling in for the morning.
"I'll find the coffee," she said.
"Second cabinet left of the stove. The good cups are on the shelf but—" he paused, and she heard something in the pause, "—there's a blue one with a chip on the handle on the counter. That one has better heat retention."
She looked at him.
He'd put her father's cup on the counter. For her. This morning, before she was awake, he'd taken it from the desk where he'd had it placed and put it in the kitchen where she'd find it.
She didn't say anything for a moment.
"Thank you," she said finally. The same words as last night, the same weight, the same meaning underneath them that was getting larger and more complicated every time she used them.
He nodded. Turned back to the jacaranda. Crouched down again with the same focused patience, back to the private work of a Sunday morning, giving her the exit gracefully.
She went inside.
Found the kitchen — large, functional, the kind of kitchen that was actually used rather than performed. The coffee was on the stove in a proper pot, not a machine, the old way, the way her father had made it and the way she still made it when she had time.
She poured it into the blue chipped cup and stood at the kitchen window and looked out at the garden where Malik Serrano was talking to his jacaranda tree in the early morning light and thought about grief and gardens and the particular intimacy of seeing someone before they've assembled themselves for the day.
She thought about the professional distance, what was left of it, whether what remained was sufficient for what was coming.
She thought it probably wasn't.
She drank her father's coffee from her father's cup and watched the jacaranda and didn't think about what that meant yet.
Some things needed more than one Sunday morning to understand.
She was on her second cup when he came inside.
He washed his hands at the sink, his back to her, unhurried, the domestic normalcy of it striking after a week of boardrooms and Geneva hotels and late night envelopes slid under doors.
"Osei will move soon," he said to the window above the sink. "Now that he knows you're with me. He'll see it as escalation."
Back to work. She understood — the garden was for before the day began, and the day had begun.
"How soon?" she asked.
"Days. Maybe less." He turned, leaned against the counter, looked at her across the kitchen. "I'm accelerating the timeline. The evidence you confirmed in Geneva is enough to move on two of his financial associates in Nairobi. Once we move on them, Osei loses his local infrastructure. He becomes exposed."
"And then?"
"And then the case goes to people I trust in the DCI. People your father trusted, actually — two of his former colleagues who've been waiting for something solid enough to reopen the investigation."
Nadia felt the words land in her chest. Her father's former colleagues. People who'd known him, worked with him, watched his case get closed and had been unable to do anything about it.
"They know about me?" she asked.
"They know James Wanjiru's daughter is involved. They don't know details." He held her eyes. "That's your choice. How much of yourself you put into this publicly. It can be done with you as a background witness or as a central one. Both work. They have different costs."
She thought about it. The background witness — safer, quieter, less exposure. Her name in a file somewhere, her testimony used without her face attached.
The central witness — visible. Her father's daughter, standing in the open, saying what she'd heard and when and why it mattered. Finishing what he started.
"I'll think about it," she said.
"Take the time you need." He poured himself coffee, stood at the counter drinking it, the garden visible through the window behind him, the jacaranda doing its morning thing still.
They were quiet for a while. The kitchen holding them comfortably, the particular ease of a silence that didn't need to be filled — the kind that took time to develop between people, the kind she hadn't had with anyone in four years.
Her phone buzzed. She looked at it.
Grace. A voice note, probably, her sister communicated almost exclusively in voice notes at lengths that suggested she'd missed a calling in radio.
She smiled without meaning to.
"Your sister?" Malik said.
"She sends voice notes. Long ones. She once sent me a fourteen minute voice note about a sandwich."
Something in his expression — genuine curiosity, slightly unguarded. "Was it a good sandwich?"
"She thought so. She was very thorough about it." She looked up. "She wants to meet you. My mother told her about— " she gestured vaguely, "—the situation. She has opinions."
"About me specifically?"
"About everything. She's a medical student. They're trained to have opinions about everything." She looked at him across the kitchen, the morning light between them, the garden behind him, the coffee cup warm in her hands. "She'll ask you difficult questions and expect honest answers and if she decides she doesn't trust you she'll tell me in a fourteen minute voice note."
He looked at her steadily. "And if she decides she does trust me?"
Nadia felt the question land in a different place than it appeared to be aimed.
"Then she'll send me a fourteen minute voice note about that instead," she said.
The corner of his mouth. The real version this time, the one she'd seen in the garden. Brief and warm and entirely unperformed.
"I'll try to be worth the voice note," he said.
She looked at him — soil still faintly visible at his hairline, coffee in hand, the man who tended jacarandas and packed chipped cups carefully and said I was wrong and meant it — and thought that Grace was going to send her the longest voice note of her life.
She was probably going to deserve it.
[End Chapter 7]