Chapter Four
I knew I was a jumble of emotions and I knew it might be the tipping point in my decision but I did it anyway, I looked more closely at her, studied her: the tantalizing outline of her breasts underneath her sweater; the sexy bulge of her belly and her strangely erotic green panties and I felt a lust rush through me that stripped me of all doubt and inhibitions. I slipped my fingers under her panties and slide along her slick hair to her wet and waiting hole, and when I did she rolled over on her side, slipped her fingers under mine and we stuck our tongues in each other’s mouth and we thrashed at each others fingers for a few seconds before we shuddered with long, noisy orgasms — an instant release that we both desperately needed. But it didn’t sober me up; when the last spa
