Her mother's daughter

Doubts

Erica's pov

I never thought i would meet up with her again. My mind was in a mess for letting her go without asking her phone number. I remember her very well her name was Marie the girl at the plane. She was deep asleep resting her head on her chair. She was in a dream Land. Her chest moved up and down as she breathed in and out. She was dressed up like a tomboy but still she was beautiful. I was lost checking her out imagining her in my hands. I couldn't resist her if she asked me out. I realized she was sweating and i woke her up. She was cute and gorgeous. As soon as we alighted the plane i was about to ask her where she was going maybe offer her a ride when i noticed some students from the college and to my surprise they were waiting for her. I felt sad but i left only Tatiana who saw me and she of all was not a threat to me.

I saw her again in my class. I hated how i had talked to her earlier. Giving her all my class rules and making the whole class laugh at her. I hated myself for that. She was also surprised to see me there of all the places. We had several arguments here and there but i told her that is who i am. I am not as perfect as i seem to be. I have a past am trying to forget but it's difficult. To my surprise she said that everyone gog their s**ts they are trying to deal with but we don't have to show our weakness to others.

Since then she has been trying to avoid me as much as much as she could. She no longer asks questions in class and this kills me internally. Megan was the first to figure it out that something was odd with us. Within the past one week it has been a t*****e watching her come to class and leave without saying a word. I would steal some glances staring at her and the tension between us seems to draw attention to the entire class but I'm happy.

I can't take it anymore. She makes remember her, Sarah. She was the only person i had been in love with whole heartedly. She was my first love but they took her away from me. They killed her. They made me believe that helping Megan is making a death wish just like Sarah did. She died for trying to find justice for her but someone blew her cover. Since then me and Megan have been close friends but in shadows. Tatiana also distanced herself from her. I have never been in love since then. I have been trying to get myself busy not wanting to lose someone else like her but here she is. Marie makes me feel those butterflies again. I just want her and her alone but I have insecurities too. I don't want to lose her. She seems to be a different person but i hope she is not a cop or something like that. I have been stalking her and i realized she lives alone away from her friends and wanting always to pick a fight or get into Megan. I guess something is off on how she and Megan are interacting. Yesterday i was watching her and Harry argue it seems she was enjoying the argument but Casey came along and Megan pulled her away from the scene. I am wondering what's going on between them since it is for the first time Megan shows a soft side to someone. I want to ask her about it but i knew not. It's better to stay away from that or else i gonna lose her or maybe both.

Early this morning i thought i would see her doing her morning exercises. She likes jogging before going out but i saw leave with the new guy Davidson. They seemed to be in a hurry to do something. I heard them say it's going to take them more than four hours to get to the City but they had to go. I wanted to follow them but I'm not a cop so i just drove away and i guess i can't just trust her until i know who she is or what she is after. If she is really a cop she would know better to stay away from her or else, she is gone.