Dear Diary, I did something terrible today. Something absolutely despicable. And no, I'm not being dramatic. It's really that bad. I mean … I can't even write it down! Because if I do, I'll make it permanent. Unerasable. All I want to do is forget about it! All I want is … I don't know what I want. But I'm still not going to write down what I did. If I do … I'll never be able to forget it. Who am I kidding? I'll never be able to forget it anyway. I KISSED HIM. I start avoiding Hunter like the plague. He tries to talk to me, but I always find an excuse. One day, I have this really important project to finish. The next couple of days, my mom gets home earlier, to compensate for the extra hours she worked this week. Then, on Friday, I make Leslie come over to study with me. She finds my

