BILLIE
I'm taken to an ante room in the chapel where I can get ready.
“Let's stop here for a minute and take a breath,” Dom says.
“How are you feeling?” Fleming asks me.
“Nervous,” I say, fiddling with the beautiful, sheer white lace robe Abby dressed me in, conscious that my n*****s can be seen. “What if I don’t know what to do?”
“That’s the beauty of it,” Fleming says. “I offered my virginity for my initiation when I was 18 and we started initiations after high school. The Phantom performed it, and it was my job to be passive and take it–I didn't have to know what I was doing because I was bound and blindfolded. It will be the same for you.”
Dominic is rubbing my shoulders while Fleming speaks. “Any cold feet?” he asks me.
“No,” I reassure him. “I want this. I'm just nervous he'
