"I am all alone in this world,
Not able to love anyone.
The 'you', who came into my world and gave me love,
Left me all alone in our world.
But I will wait for you till the very end,
In our lonely world,
Wanting to trigger the gun of life, while crying to forget you."
My eyes were misty. I felt the pain of losing Evian, even though it has been a very long time.
My psychopathic mind turned normal, thanks to him, but now it feels like I will again become a psychopath without him.
My mind was in a chaotic state.
My tears dried in my eyes, unable to cry. I looked at the diary, which held many memories.
Whenever I felt that there were changes in my emotions, Evian told me to write in down, so that whenever I saw this, I could still remember those emotions.
He always took care of me, no matter in what dreadful situation I was in.
I looked at the diary for a very long time, until the alarm rang.
I closed the diary and kept it in the handbag, which is always with me.
I opened the window and stared at the color-changing atmosphere, from dark to bright yellowish-orange, with the wind hitting the trees and making them dance gracefully.
Ava, who was not used to the sunlight, got up as soon as the sun rose and glared cutely at me for waking her up using the meanest method, which she doesn't like.
I smiled at her cute action and patted her bird head.
She looked at me seriously and asked, "Did you not sleep?"
"Not much. Why, do I look like I have not slept well?", I asked her with a questioning expression.
She got up from her bed and looked closely at my face.
"You don't look tired nor do you look as though you have not slept for a day, but I know, because I know about you."
Her words were too emotional, but I couldn't show much of my true emotions to her, not only to her but also to neither of them.
I am used to showing my emotions only to Evian, so I couldn't show my true emotions, but still, I smiled at her for showing her kindness.
I took her phone and shared the app through a connector and asked her to do the same procedure as I did.
After doing this, Ava went to the washroom and took a bath, while I was watching the female students roaming around with a brush in their mouth.
After Ava came out with a neat and clean dress, with a soft smile on her face, I took my clothes and went to take a nice bath.
After bathing with the floral-scented soap, I wore my dress and came out. I dried my hair and waited for Ava, who was braiding her long hair.
Since I didn't like to braid, I let it float freely in the air, after combing it neatly.
When I looked at the time it was already 7, so I urged Ava to come quickly and we both eat breakfast in the college dormitory.
After eating, we both marched towards the college entrance to see if the result was out.
We stood in front of the monitor, which is used for displaying the result of the examination.
We waited for 20 minutes and soon the result was announced. As usual, I was 2nd in the college and Ava was 1st.
After reading the result, I went to the principal's office and informed him that we were going to be interviewed by the HR department of a software company.
After informing him about our situation, we both went to the dormitory and called the housing agency, and asked them to come.
Before the housing agency came, we cleaned our room and packed the things.
After the men came, they carried the things and placed all the packages one by one.
After booking a cab, we sat on the bench in front of the dormitory and saw them drag our luggage, reading table, bed, dressing table, and packages, which had the kitchen items in a few white boxes, while the items in the washroom were packed in a plastic cover and placed in a huge plastic bag.
When the cab arrived, the things were already placed and so we sat in the car and asked them to follow us.
After reaching the new house, which was 4km from the college.
Ava unlocked the door and asked the men to place each thing slowly, while I went to my room and looked around, feeling satisfied.
After looking at my room, I went to Ava's room, which was next to mine, and checked hers.
Yes, it was neat and clean.
Jean did a good job.
Just as I was about to go to the hall, I received a call from Aidan.
He told me that his driver was waiting for me at the dormitory and asked me to tell him my address so that the driver could take me to meet him.
I told him the address and kept my phone in the handbag.
The men who were placing the things in the house left as soon as they completed their task.
Ava asked me to take a look around the house with her, so both of us went to my room and then to Ava’s room.
Everything was placed well and the new dress was already bought and placed by James, so we didn’t check more and went to the kitchen to see if there were food in the refrigerator.
There were fruit juices, cheese, butter, and many varieties of sauces.
“Let us go to a restaurant and eat. Today is the day, we are free from college, so let’s celebrate. Okay?”, Ava asked me, as she looked at the kitchen, which didn’t have any food items. It was really totally empty....