We were all on our way back from the ocean and I truly enjoyed seeing my friends again. I defiantly realized that I had a big chunk of me missing this whole time. Dylan glanced back at me periodically since we left which is starting to get on my nerves since I feel like I am being babysat like a toddler but I need to brush that off with all that is going on. I swore he is going to break down or something. Well, he isn't entirely wrong either I want to also. But I will not allow myself to do so; I can't because if I do that, it means Reggie wins. "I know i asked earlier, but did you really enjoy yourself? You seemed a little out of place. If you know what I mean?" Dylan asked me again. He asked me right when we start to merge on the freeway, but I didn't want to answer truthfully and knew

