The Sub Rosa [Completed]

TSR 7

I walked out... My heart was pounding like I ran out to save my life from someone. The truth was I felt hurt the moment I heard them asking me to marry them.

From it I cannot breathe.

I'm unable to formulate even a short conversation to anyone. Marriage is another chapter of every woman's life. It's a milestone for my fellow women as their relationship goes stronger and more, they want to tie it down in the altar. Lucky.

My beliefs in marriage aren't that strong like the statue of liberty. My thoughts about it was never been simple and wonderful. I grew up believing that marriage was for only a show.

My parents are the big factor why I don't really believe in marriage. That's a pretentious relationship. I refused to join.

Our big and loving family was full of lies, gladly my brothers went out of it. They're brave enough to stand on their own. I have to thank khalista for saving their dying souls.

I don't think I can be married with them someday. I'm scared to be married. "Marry us" scares the s**t out of me. My mind won't function.

When I was a kid I found out how were my older brothers was conceived. They're one of the successful In Vitro fertilization they conducted to my mom and I was conceived through insemination. My parents was both forced to be married when they're 16 and 17 years old. Back when underage was legally allowed to be married.

I cried of how they tried to be loving parents Infront of us when they're both having affairs behind each others back. That's so sick!

It bruised my young heart and for that I will never believe in marriage. If the three love me so much then we can still be together but I really refuse to be married with them.

Magpapakasal ako tapos magkakaanak kami, magbabae sila dahil I cannot satisfy them enough dahil I'm gonna be lousy and look old. My body will deform, my skin and breast would sags. They will never love me the same!

Magiging basura nalang ako sa kanila like what my father and mother both did to each other! Pagkatapos anakan iiwan! They tried naman daw for my sake when I was a kid but Dad never learned to love my Mom kaya ayun they're faking everything to show everyone that they're happily married couple.

Ayaw kong gawin nila sa akin iyon at lalong ayaw ko ring manglalaki dahil hindi na ako napupunan ng atensyon ng mga Asawa! So no!

My parents are now happy with their own partners they hid from the society. Pero kasado pa silang dalawa so technically they're both cheating with each other. Ang kaibahan ay okay lang sa kanilang dalawa. I wonder what their partners think about it?

I promised myself that whatever controversial topics I am tagged with, I have to let it go with the flow and let those people judge me huwag lang ang parents ko dahil kahit ganun sila. I love my parents even though their relationship was not true.

Nagtataka ako bakit nanganak na lahat si mom sa aming mga anak ni Dad pero hindi niya nagawang mahalin ang Mom ko.

For years that I carried all of these stupid baggage ngayon lang ako umiyak nang halos ibuhos ko lahat ng sakit na nasa puso ko. Mula sa rejection ko kay Azrael noon at ngayon na tinatanong nila ako para sa kasal. Bumalik lahat lahat ng masakit sa buhay ko!

I cried on my knees, nasa guest room ako dahil paniguradong nasa kwarto namin silang tatlo. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin, kung ayaw na nila dahil umalis ako sa kalagitnaan ng proposal nila.

Mag impake nalang sguro ako mamaya. Humiga ako sa malambot na kama at nakatulugan ko na ang mga problema. Naalimpungatan ako dahil buhat ako ni Lysimachus paakyat sa kwarto namin.

Ang bango naman ng lalaking ito!

Pinikit ko muli ang mga mata at nagpanggap na tulog dahil ayaw ko namang sirain ang moment ko sa bisig niya! Bumukas ang pinto at amoy na amoy ko after shave ng dalawa. Behave Amastrise!

Kagaya ng unang dati ko rito I'm alternately sleeping above their chest. Kaming apat diyan sa kamang malambot at Napalaki. Gigising ako na nasa ibabaw ni Azrael, o ni Lysimachus kung hindi naman sa kaniya kay Ptolemy.

If they're busy with work I tried not to be makulit kahit minsan sila ang pasimuna. I'm still studying though it's modular learning sa ibang bansa. I enrolled outside the Philippines.

"She cried herself to sleep. Move Azrael! She's gonna sleep on top of me." Narinig ko ang angal nito pero ginawa parin niya kaya dahan dahan akong nilapag ni Lysimachus.

Nasa dibdib ni Lysimachus ang mukha ko at rinig ko ang t***k ng puso niya. I move a bit to hug him. Niyakap rin ako nito pabalik.

"Maybe it's too early to ask her to marry the three of us. She's too young." Panimula ni Ptolemy. Medyo gumalaw kasi sa tabi ko at doon ko naring ang boses niya. He's now caressing my dark brown hair.

"She ran away, she's not ready yet." Sagot ni Lysimachus at parang nag vibrate ang boses niya sa katawan ko. Malungkot siya pero anong magagawa ko? I'm scared.

"We cannot blame her though, her parents are. Let's make her change her perspective about marriage life." How can you change my view point about it Azrael?

"We'll definitely do that, dibale habang buhay natin ipaparamdam sa kaniya ang tunay na pagmamahal." Lysimachus press his lips to my head.

"Starting to tomorrow no marriage proposal until she's okay with it. We have to make her feel the love from us, then marry us when she's ready." Azrael said and habang hinagod hagod niya ang likuran ko.

"I can still make her pregnant at 50, so no worries." Tumawa silang tatlo at ang sumang-ayon sa sinabi ni Ptolemy! Ha! Talaga ba? Sge. Sana mabago niyo ang pananaw ko patungkol sa usaping kasalan.

I woke up late this morning at wala nga silang ibang ginawa kundi pagsilbihan ako. Wala nga silang sinabi tungkol sa nangyari kahapon at nakangiti pa sila paggising ko.

"What do you want for breakfast?" Tanong ni Azrael habang naka apron at nagluluto sa malaking kitchen nila. Hindi lang pala ako ang puyat pati ata sila.

Sa totoo lang kabado ako ngayon at nahihiya rin. Tinuro ko ang mixed veggies at sinabing iluto niya iyon sa butter. I toast some breads and I transfer the orange juice from the carton to the glass pitcher.

Inayos ko ang hapag kainan at isa isang nilagay ang mga plato tapos yung mga coffee mugs nila na pinabili ko online. Isa Isa koring tinimplahan ang bawat mug ng kapeng gusto nila.

Azrael preferred his coffee black and strong, Lysimachus wants his coffee with cream but no sugar then Ptolemy love his coffee with cream and sugar.

Keri ko na palang maging Housewife. What the hell! Umiling ako at mabilis na tinapos iyon kung ano ano pa naisip ko!

Kumakain na kami at lagi talaga nilang nagugustuhan ang timpla ko. They kissed me on my lips before and after we ate our breakfast.

Nasa sala ako at naisipan kong maglinis ng kuko sa kamay at paa. I have the complete equipment for making my nails look good and long. Umupo sa tabi ko si Ptolemy at kinuha niya nail cutter sa kamay ko.

"Stretch your legs, put it here." Nasa hita niya ang paa ko. I'm wearing my silk nightgown at lumihis ito ng unti dahil pinatong ko ang paa sa kaniya. Tumikhim siya at nag-iwas ng tingin sa gitna ng hita ko.

Naughty Ptolemy!

He gently hold my feet and very careful when cutting the nails of it. Being the naughty kid too I place my other feet on his thigh. Nilingon niya ako and he's kinda distracted.

May landline sa lampshade sa tabi ko kaya sinubukan kong tumawag sa nag-iisang kaibigan ko. Nagring ito ng tatlo ng beses at sinagot rin.

"Who is this?" Malamig na boses ng babae sa kabilang linya, narinig ko ang tunog ng kaldero? Oh she must be cooking something.

"If this is a prank or f*****g death threat! Die first Mother fucker!" Galit nitong sabi dahil hindi pa ako nagsasalita. Humagikgik ako sa sinabi niya kasi naman lagi siyang nakakatanggap ng ganiyan kaya na homeschool siya hanggang college.

"Amastrise! Hello! Hagikgik mo palang alam kona!" Pinakawalan ko ang malakas na tawa ko kaya nasipa ko ang umbok ni Ptolemy. Hindi naman malakas but it was enough for me to feel his hard on.

Napakagat ako sa labi dahil tinuloy niya ulit ang pag cut sa nails ko. Hindi nila ako pinagbawalan na tumawag kanino man pero hindi naman ako boba para kanino nalang tumawag.

"So how's life Khalista?" Ni rub ko ang paa ko sa hita niya at hinagod hagod ko ito ng ilang ulit roon. Hinawakan niya ng mahigpit ang paa ko at tinuloy parin ang ginagawa. Pilit iniignora ang pagaaakit ko.

"Sobrang saya! I can't explain baka sumabog ako! Ay-AHH! I'm talking to your sister Tage!." I heard something popped, omg! Namula ako at natawa na naman ng malakas.

"Hey! Are you guys having s*x right now? Kadiri!" I heard my brothers laughing from the background while khalista are swearing at them. Tinigil ni Ptolemy ang ginagawa at na-iinggit ata sa narinig.

"As if you're not doing it too. Okay I'm gonna end the call right now! Call you some other tim-AHHHHH." Hahaha magkaibigan nga kami! But OMG! Well nakakaeskandalo!

I put the landline back to it's place and suddenly Ptolemy pulled me by my feet so my nightgown reached my mid thigh! I look at him shocked by the force!

I bit my lip because it's sexy time now! I'm holding the hem of my nightgown then slowly pulling it upward to show him my lacey undies. It was white. Their favorite color of my panties.

"Do you want me to take it off? Tell me Ptolemy, what do you want?" I seductively ask him while I'm staring at his dark green orbs eyes.

"Take it off." Mariin niyang sabi at parang ako pa ang inuutusan niya. Dahan dahan kong hinuhubad ang lacy undies ko habang siya naman ay napalunok sa nakikita.

Nang naalis ko ay binato ko sa kaniya ito. He catch it and sniff it. Napa-awang ang labi ko. Huh. I stretch my legs and spread both of my thighs a little bit, showcasing the hairless p***y I've got.

I played with my coohie Infront of him.

AHHHHHHHH! "Oh you're f*****g me so good!" I play with my c**t and move it in different direction. I insert one of my finger imagining him f*****g me hard!

He look so amazed.

AHHHHHHHH UHHHHHHHHH!

I move my finger faster and tried it harder and I feel the sensation climbing up to my abdomen and down to my p***y.

"f**k! I'm coming! s**t! Ptolemy!" AHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHH UHHHHHHHHH!

Pagod akong humiga sa sofa at pawis sa ginawa. My p***y was still pulsating when he lift my thighs and legs higher until it reached my breasts.

Naipit ang boobs ko roon. Naramdaman ko ang hininga niya sa harap ng p********e ko. He dip his tongue to my entrance at muntik nang maibaba ko ang mga paa at hita kung hindi niya ako ulit mahigpit na hinawakan roon.

"I have to taste your fresh squeeze juices. Damn! you smell like a flower." He then kiss my p***y and eat me like a hungry beast!

AHHHHHHHH HMMM HMMMM UGHHH!

"Your tongue is big, you're reaching something inside!" He spread my folds and let his tongue slide on it.

AHHHH! AHHH! Ang sarap!

With his three fingers he scope my wetness and wet my butthole. I didn't protect because I want to try it now.

He slowly thrust one finger inside and it's not really that comfortable but I can manage!

Then he added another finger and slowly thrusting it inside of my butthole. I'm humming my moans. I tried to sit down so he stopped fingering my butt.

"You don't like it?" He ask me but Ignore him and tried to stand up but I almost fell. Buti nalang he catch me. Nilakasan ko ang loob ko to sit on his lap. I reach for his black short to remove it and free his hard and big d**k.

Buhay na buhay ito na nakatutok sa akin. Tumayo ako and centered it to my butt.

"Hell no! You'll cry for pain Amastrise!" He tried to get off me to his lap but I sit on his c**k forcefully. I gasped for pain.. It f*****g hurt so much! I'm so full and I'm in pain.

Pinili ito! Kaya ko!

"s**t! I'll remove it, f**k! Please stop crying Amastrise!." Kabado niyang sabi at tila nawala ang init na nararamdan niya. Umiling ako sa kaniya.

Humihikbi akong nakaupo sa malaki niyang p*********i na nasa loob ng pwet ko. Umangat ako ng kaunti at sinubokang mag taas baba sa kaniya. He tried to hold my butt.

"L-let me endure the pain!" Umiiyak akong nagtaas baba sa p*********i niya. To ease my pain he's sucking my breast and fondle my p***y. Unti unti ang discomfort na nararamdan ko ay nawawala.

UHMMMM UGH AHHHH! I can now feel the pleasure na may unting sakit. I move a bit faster and Ptolemy moan sexily lalo na't gumiling na ako sa ibabaw niya.

AHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHH UHHHHHHHHH AHHHH AHHH!

Malakas at mabilis na akong nagtaas baba sa p*********i niya! He sucked my n*****s and throw his head from the sofa letting me f**k him hard.

AHHHHHHHH UHHHHHHHHH UHMMM UGHHHHH HMMMM UGHHH! "Why does your d**k still growing inside of me?" Parang mas lumaki pa siya sa loob ko. Hinayaan niya akong mag lead.

"f**k me harder Amastrise!" Tinukod ko ang kamay sa dibdib niya at mas nagbaba taas pa ako sa kaniya. I tried to f**k him deep kahit may kirot sa dulo.

He inserted three fingers inside of my coochie and the pleasures was doubled! In and out! He closed his eyes at parang ninamnam ang ginagawa ko. When he open his eyes he f**k me hard.

AHHHHHHHH UHHHHHHHHH AHHHH AHHH AHHHH! "It's so big! AHH! It's gonna wreck my butt!" Niyakap niya ako ng mahigpit at siya na ang umulos sa akin papasok!

He f**k my butt so good!

AHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHH! AAAAHHH! AHHH! UHMMMM! I'm tearing up for the pleasures I'm receiving from him! It was so delicious!

Isang sagadang ulos and he sprout his hot cummed on my butt. Lumabas ang ilan when he remove it and insert his p***s to my p***y!

Pagod akong nasa ibabaw niya, I'm sticky too! We showered together and he do me there too against the cold wall.

He's now painting my nails at my feet while I'm painting my nails in my hand.

"Hey! We are home!" Mabilis na naglakad si Lysimachus patungo sa akin and he showed me the baking tools and ingredients I told them to buy! I kiss his lips.

Azrael bow his head so I kiss his lips too. While Ptolemy on the other hand was smiling like someone gave him a candy.

"Baby? He's smiling like a idiot!" Naiinis na sabi ni Lysimachus dahil nahulaan na nito ang may lamang ngiti ng kakambal.

Umiling agad si Azrael and he told Ptolemy na he's out of the room later. Kaming tatlo rin daw dahil namimihasa na raw ito. Tumawa nalang ako. Hindi nila nahalata ang pasekretong nilagay ko ang tatlong batong engagement ring sa daliri ko.

Yes! Even I'm scared as s**t about marriage, ayaw ko namang pigilin ang sarili ko to be happy on my own! Marami pang mangyayari so let's see.

"Yes!" Sigaw ni Azrael out of nowhere kaya namali ako ng pahid ng nail polish sa kuko. Maiinis sana ako kaso nakita niya ang tatlong singsing. f*****g busted!