The Sub Rosa [Completed]

TSR 3

My head was throbbing, it kinda hurts but I can handle the pain. The room was cold and smells like antiseptic disinfectant. I didn't try to open my eyes because I want to lay in this not so comfortable bed I was laying in.

My left wrist felt like something was inserted. I heard the door creaked when someone aggressively enter the room I was currently placed.

"Tighten the security!" Dad was furious and mad it was evidently be heard in his voice.

"Calm down Martin!" My mom who always supports me in everything. The soft spoken, the one who never want violence to be the answer in every problems. Speaks tired and weak.

"How can I Helga?! She was chased by his boyfriend and her boyfriend's twin. She's in danger!" If his anger can kill, I doubt if the three are still breathing.

Where are they anyway? What happened?

"Those boys want to explain but you didn't give them a chance!" My mom equal the anger my dad was giving.

"I don't want to speak with them, I'll have to talk Azrael." My dad said seriously but he managed to say it in calm way so my mother won't be mad at him.

But he only make their conversation worse.

"That's the last thing you'll do! Amastrise was trying to move on! What are you doing? Ptolemy was her boyfriend!" She was pissed.

"I never want that man for my daughter but I saw her happy whenever she goes out with him but Azrael wants Amastrise now!."

I almost open my eyes, I can't believe what i just heard. That was a f*****g lie!

Maybe it was other way around. Not it can't be.

The best joke ever!

Pretending to be asleep come true. It made me fall asleep while my parents are arguing about me.

If I was a saleswoman I probably hit my quota every month!

The white ceiling and white coated walls greets me when I open my eyes. Kuya Tage was talking to someone on his phone.

"I'll be back at Eleven, okay. Love you baby." I want to scream sanaol!

"Finally! You're awake." Lumapit siya sa akin to check my head and neck. When he sees I'm fine he gave me the bottled water.

"What happened?" He didn't asked but demand me to tell him what the hell just happened.

"If you don't speak then I have to send you in Russia." No! Our grandparents are living in there. I'm so dead when they find out all of my craziness!.

"I'll tell you, okay! You don't have to scare me." Gigil kong sabi, alam niyang ayaw ko sa bansang yan.

I sighed deeply.

"You already know about Lysimachus still pursuing me even he's twin Ptolemy is my boyfriend." Tumango siya.

I continue.

"Well I agreed on having them both Kuya Tage!" He didn't seems surprised but rather amused about it.

"So why did you ran away? Why did they chased you? It's dangerous Amastrise."

He's trying to be my father again. So I rolled my eyes. Strict kuya as ever.

"I know Kuya but I read a text from Azrael!"

He gestures to me keep talking but was quite confused so he asked.

"What about Azrael? I thought you're moving on from him, wait your boyfriend was Ptolemy." I cut him off.

"Yes I'm moving on! I did moved on! I love Ptolemy but I kinda like Lysimachus." I'm confused as f**k but he is sitting there comfortably and smiling like a idiot Infront of me!

"Oh we never know Amastrise." Am I being put in a hot sit right now?

"They're not talking to Azrael for how many years but I saw and read in Ptolemy's phone what message does Azrael send to him." He raise his eyebrow waiting for me to spill the tea.

"I cannot exactly remember the exact word he texted but it said: Don't you dare touch her without me and tell your brother to kept his d**k inside his pants and don't destroy our plans." Ngangali ko siyang batukan dahil sa lakas tawa nito. Hagalpak.

"What's funny kuya?!" Naiinis kong anas.

Comedy skit ba yung sinabi ko that's why he's laughing like a mad man.

"H-he texted what? HAHAHA!" He wipe the tears he have on his eyes. I throw him my pillow and it was bull's eye.

Still he didn't stop f*****g laughing!

After a minute when he finally stopped laughing and already composed himself to be serious. He look at me with small smile on his lips.

"Stopping putting yourself in danger. Amastrise, let the destiny find its way for your love life. Do whatever you want, you can always travel abroad or study abroad. Fix yourself first then come back here."

I haven't talk to Dad since I was discharged 2 days ago. I understand his disappoinment when another issue of me broke out in the internet.

I haven't talk with the twins too but I guess it's fine.

A picture of me circled online that I was tagged as a "scandal of the year." It was a simple picture of me with Ptolemy and Lysimachus. Though I was wearing my white bikini and they're just topless. The whole Philippines made comments about how lewd the photos are.

It's not even sensual or daring!

We didn't even started yet, gosh!

The Puerto Rico vacation photo just spread like a wild fire! Tainting the reputation of my father as a good and respectable governor. I have no face to show.

I turned off my phone because of the messages I've been receiving since that photo uploaded online. What did I do in my past life to deserve all of these bullshits?!

I never reply anyone because I don't wanna share my burdens to them. It's my problem to face alone.

I deactivated my social media accounts because it starts to haunt me. They're cyber bullying me!

I cried all of the hateful comments I thought will never hurt me. Why do they have to meddle in everything that I do?

I'm not even a f*****g influencers neither a damn content creator! I'm just living my own life!

I'm not even flaunting that picture, I didn't posted it so it means that's my privacy!

Someone captured it secretly to destroy me and ruin the name of my father.

Mom was not even at home. I guess she's tired of my stupidity. She gave up on me?.

The photos are taken down by my father's media publicist. But the damages it caused, I think it can never be fix.

I buried my face to my pillow hiding the fact that I'm crying so hard.

I sobbed.

Hindi ko kayang lumabas ng kwarto para harapin ang kung sino man. The silence became my best companion.

I prayed, whoever hears me please show me a sign that our world is worth living. That I can surpass this sickening phase of my life! Because I'm tired. I'm lost.

My room was a mess. Broken vases, broken mirror and broken owner!

My vision is blurry but I eyed clearly the sharp cut of my broken mirror. I'm pretending to be happy for a long time. I don't even understand myself for a long time.

I pick it...

Thinking what could I do with it.

I cut my wrist for I think 3 times... Making it bleed. The fresh blood coming out from it look so bright that it allured me to cut it more.

I'm too numb to feel the pain.

Then my head turn to the door, someone was banging my door! I ignore it and lay on my bed. Peaceful here I come..

"Amastrise!" Lysimachus was running towards my direction. He screamed so loud.

Niyakap niya ako while he's cursing.

"Get a god damned doctor, Azrael!" Even if I was losing some blood I find him so attractive and sexy.

He put his handkerchief in my wound, trying to stop it from bleeding. His eyes was red. I notice a fat tears on the sides of his eyes.

I smile at him and touch his bruised face. Who hurt you handsome?

"Don't smile at me! Why are doing this huh?!" He hugged me so tightly.

Ang mainit niyang yakap ang nagpakawala muli sa mga luha ko kaya hindi ko napigilang mapahagulgol sa bisig niya.

May pumatak na sunod-sunod sa pisngi ko kaya napatingala ako rito. Umiiyak din siyang nakayakap sa akin habang inaampat ang dugo sa kamay ko.

"I can endure every punch from your father and brothers. But this I cannot accept it. Hindi ko kayang mawala ka!" Wala akong masagot bukod sa nararamdan ko na ngayon ang sakit.

"f**k! I just got a call! Tito Martin is coming home! I didn't planned all of these just to waste it for nothing." Basag ni Azrael sa katahimikan namin. Nagmadali itong inayos ako sa bisig ni Lysimachus at ngayon ko lang nakita si Ptolemy sa gilid at tinali ang kamay ko.

Tumigil ang luha ko dahil sa baril niyang hawak at dugo sa may balikat nito.

"Let's get out of here! I alerted our men. They're on standby." That was the last thing I heard when darkness pulled me.

Bumalikwas ako nang bangon dahil hindi pamilyar sa akin ang victorian style room kung nasaan ako.

Gaano man kaganda ang obra sa kisame bakit ako andito? Asaan yung tatlo?!

Bumukas ang pinto at pumasok si Azrael na may dalang palanggana at towel na nakasampay sa braso niya.

"Finally, you're awake." Matipid pero mababakasan ang saya sa tono ng boses.

Lumapit siya sa akin at nilapag sa gilid ko ang dala niya. Binasa ang bimpo, piniga kaya nakita ko ang ugat sa kamay at braso. Hmm.

Pinunasan niya ng marahan ang mukha ko habang titig na titig ako rito. Ang tagal kong inasam na sana kahit minsan pansinin mo ako! Na hindi ko na kailangan pang gumamit ng dahas roon sa mga babaeng nalilink sayo!

Nakikipagsabunutan lang naman ako.

Pinunasan rin niya ang luhang umagos sa mata ko. Tinitigan rin niya ako. Dimanba ko siya ng yakap at hindi ako nabigo ng ibalik rin niya ang higpit na binibigay ko.

"Why do you hate me?" Hinaplos niya ang buhok ko at hinalikan ang pisngi.

"I don't hate you, I avoided you for your safety. Pero mali ako, dahil ako pala mismo magpapahamak sayo. Pinag-sisisihan ko lahat. The pain I caused you, because I was not brave enough to protect you. I hurt you so bad. Nilito ko lahat ng kalaban ko sa negosyo so they won't even think that I cared about you." Hinigpitan ko ang yakap ko sa kaniya.

Hindi pa mag si-sink in sa utak ko ang lahat ng sinabi niya kaya nang inaya ko siya kumain sumang-ayon agad. Kakain muna ako para may lakas akong magtanong sa kanila.

Kasabay ko silang tatlong kumakain, nasa harapan ko sila at ako lang mag-isa sa upuan ko. Pinili ko ang walang katabi.

Hindi parin ako makapaniwala na okay silang tatlo. Ano na ngayon ang gagawin ko? Namin?

Teka nasaan ba kami?

Tinigil ko ang pagkain at ininom ang four season juice. It was freshly squeezed with the four fruits!

They told me a while ago the reason of their feud. Nadamay sila sa awayan ng parents nila and nadagdagan when Azrael didn't agreed on sharing. He wants me for himself. So the war between them took years. Paano sila nag-usap ulit? Well my strict triplets older brothers helped them fixed the broken connection.

Nag-usap then planned to kidnap me. What a great idea! Napa face palm ako kanina dahil pwede namang ibang paraan. Hahabulin sila ni Dad at baka hindi lang suntok ang ibibigay niya sa tatlo baka patayin niya sila.

My wound is healing, though not completely.

"Do you want another cup of rice?" Tinaasan ko ng kilay si Azrael at tumango parin naman ako.

"Can I refill your juice?" Si Ptolemy naman, tumango ako ulit bilang pag sang ayon rito.

Hindi ko narinig magsalita si Lysimachus kaya binalingan ko ito. Tahimik lang siyang naka tingin sa akin. Alam kong nahihiya ito dahil sa umiyak ito habang nasa bisig niya ako non. Mahal na mahal ako nito.

"Feed me Lysimachus." Gulat siya pero masaya niya akong pinagsandok ng ulam tapos nakangiti siyang sinusubuan ako.

"Ang ganda mo sa paningin." Natawa ako dahil lyrics ata ng kanta yung sinabi niya.

Three days na pala kami dito sa secluded island. Masayang kasama ang tatlo hindi ko kailanman naisip na pwedeng tatlo yung magpapasaya sayo ng sobra.

Tinakbuhan ko si Azrael dahil kanina pa niya ako kinikiliti. Tumitili akong tumatakbo.

My breasts are also bouncing, wanting to come out of my white 2 piece.

Lysimachus caught me and carry me in bridal style! Pagkababa ko ay umupo ako sa tiyan ni Ptolemy na nag sunbathing sa sun lounger.

Damn his skin is hot! I settled myself to his rock body. He hold me and changed my position so I was now sitting on his c**k.

My thin bottom cover could feel his hard on.

Gumiling ako sa ibabaw niya at mas diniin pa ang katawan ko sa kaniya. He tried to get up but I push him to stay sitting and lemme do the work.

He groaned when I remove the string of my top. Hindi ko pa inaalis pero hinawakan na niya ang mga dibdib ko and start kneading it like a dough.

I bit my lower lip so hard to hide my moan of pleasures.

We are alone in this island.

Gusto kong maghubad!

Kinalas ko na nang tuluyan ang tumatakip sa dibdib ko and I dry humping him.

"f*****g tease!" He kissed my neck pababa sa gitna ng dibdib ko and bit softly my n****e while the other one was being pinch by him!

UHMMMM UGH AHHHH AHHH. He was hungrily sucking my n****e as if milk was going to come out.

Lumapit si Azrael at Ptolemy sa magkabilang gilid ko. I was trying to remove their shorts and undergarments.

Their c**k sprung out proudly! My mouth watered! s**t so big! Can't wait those monster c**k to fill me later.

I stroke them as fast as I can while Ptolemy was slowly removing my 2 piece completely, leaving me naked Infront of them.

They said all good boys go to heaven but bad boys bring heaven to you.

Fuck! Can't wait.

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