IRON DAUGHTER Chapter 7

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IRON DAUGHTER Chapter Seven Four hours in, the exit sign for Route's End came up out of the dark like it had been waiting for her specifically, green letters catching her headlights a half second before the reflective paint woke up and threw the words back at her, and Raine's hands tightened on the wheel without her telling them to. She'd packed in twenty minutes. A duffel, the same kind she'd left with six years ago, which she only noticed after she'd already zipped it shut and it was too late to pretend the choice meant nothing. She'd told Gus she needed a few days, maybe a week, and he hadn't asked questions, just told her the Bertram would still be there when she got back and to drive safe, which from Gus counted as an entire speech. The radio had given up somewhere around the state line, nothing but static and the occasional gospel station fading in and out of range, so she'd driven the last hour in near silence, just tires on asphalt and the hum of the engine and her own thoughts circling the same handful of questions without landing anywhere useful. What parts don't make me look like much of a father. She'd turned that sentence over so many times in four hours it had started to lose its shape, the way a word does if you say it enough times in a row. She'd stopped twice, once for gas and once because her legs needed the ten minutes more than her tank needed the fuel, and at the second stop she'd stood in a parking lot somewhere outside Fayetteville eating a gas station hot dog she didn't particularly want, watching a family pile out of a minivan with the specific chaos of people who still believed road trips were supposed to be fun, and she'd thought, not for the first time, that she envied people whose families fit that easily into one vehicle without anybody needing six years to recover from the last time they'd all been in a room together. She thought about Cash somewhere between the second gas station and the third, which she resented, the way her mind kept drifting back to him like water finding the lowest point in a field no matter how many times she redirected it. He'd texted once since the phone call. *Let me know when you're close. I'll meet you at the gate if you want. Or not, your call.* She hadn't answered yet. She wasn't sure which answer was true, and she'd caught herself drafting three different replies in her head over the last fifty miles without typing a single one of them into the phone. The exit ramp curved down into country she still knew with her body more than her mind, the particular dip before the stop sign, the way the trees opened up just past the old feed store that had been boarded up even back when she was a kid. Nothing here had changed in any way that mattered. That was the thing about small towns like this one, they didn't evolve so much as they wore down slowly in the same direction, and six years was nothing against a place that moved at the speed Route's End moved at. She passed the diner where her father used to take her for pancakes on Sunday mornings before church that neither of them actually attended, the sign still flickering on the same burnt out letter it had flickered on when she was twelve. She passed the high school, dark and empty at this hour, the parking lot where Cash had taught her to drive stick in a truck that belonged to somebody's uncle, both of them laughing too hard to notice she'd stalled it four times in a row. She passed the laundromat where Wren used to sit outside on the curb with the older girls, the ones who'd never had much use for Raine until suddenly they did, back when liking Wren was the fastest way into a conversation that used to be easy to join on her own merits. She passed all of it at thirty five miles an hour with both hands on the wheel and her jaw clenched tight enough to ache, cataloging each landmark like evidence in a case she hadn't decided yet how she wanted to argue. The clubhouse sat at the end of Mill Road the way it always had, set back from the street behind a chain link fence that had been patched in so many places over the years it was more patch than original fence, the Iron Wolves emblem painted big across the garage doors, faded now, in need of a fresh coat that nobody had apparently gotten around to. Porch light on. A handful of bikes lined up out front the way they always were, chrome catching what little moonlight made it through the cloud cover. She slowed the truck to a crawl a hundred yards out, not quite ready to commit to the turn into the lot, giving herself one more stretch of road to decide whether she was actually doing this or whether she was going to keep driving straight through town and out the other side like a coward. Her phone buzzed in the cupholder. She glanced down out of habit more than intention, expecting Cash, maybe Gus checking in, and the name on the screen stopped her cold enough that she let her foot ease off the gas without meaning to. WREN. A text, not a call, lighting up the screen with a single line that didn't match anything about the voice she'd heard on the phone three days ago, careful and bright and performing. Don't come tonight. Please. Not tonight. I'll explain when I can, just trust me on this one thing. Raine stared at it long enough that the truck behind her, headlights swinging wide around the bend, had to tap its horn once to get her moving again, and even then she barely registered it, her eyes fixed on the clubhouse ahead, the porch light, the bikes, the ordinary Tuesday night quiet of a place that from the road looked exactly like it should and gave her absolutely no reason to believe a single word of the message sitting in her hand.
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