>>Adam The realization of what I had done just wasn’t sitting in. I had completely forgotten about my own bleeding eye and I placed my blood stained hand over my mouth. My heart was beating like crazy while the adrenaline in my blood refused to calm down. I felt something in my mind c***k and break. I wonder if that was my sanity? I was feeling so much at the moment I could place it on one thing. Was it fear? Loss? Anguish? Sorrow? Misery? Distress? Anxiety? Agony? What? I had no idea. It felt like I was feeling it all at once. Suddenly I remembered something and shot my head towards the kids. They weren’t there. My eyes searched frantically for them but I couldn’t spot them. “I sent them back.” I looked at my mate, “Before it got out of hand they were gone.” She walke

