Uncolourful Love

Chapter two

Good day mum, Zoe slam the door as she went immediately to her room. Zoe Zoe the mother called loud enough, your food is ready and you better come and eat now unless you want it given to the man down the street which of course you know i wouldn't hesitate. Do what ever you wish mum. Am not interested.

God where are you? Do you see all this or you are just there waiting for me to break apart completely before you come. Daddy used to tell aunt Rachel that your delay is not your denial. I really hope so.

I am here dear one as I was when my son died for you to teach you and direct you in all you do. only be more open. Sometimes blessings come in disguise.He said softly to her.

Hey!! Mum please not again this evening. I have had a lot of this talk. I did rather prefer to go through this phase only. Well, am not here to talk about....... Then what she screamed. I think you should open your heart to someone new. Anyone is not bad at all. We really need help my little one. I cant keep working four jobs just to keep up with groceries.

How on earth will you of all people say that. You always leave me wondering if you really carried me for nine month or if at all you needed me. I haven't been able to accept that fact that my innocence was taken by someone whom I fondly called dad and yet you say i should just open up to another beast who probably haven't found direction for his life. How on earth is a person like that going to raise a family that the society will look upon and have a smile on their face.

You talk as if you are so mature. I don't even know how old you are anymore her mum said scoffing. I am 20 mum she answered almost immediately. I wish i could give you my pain. You did take me to Mrs Rocky shop and buy me a gift. Its not easy holding up mum she groan so hard as the memories creep into her mind.

Its okay my dear one- But how long will you keep wallowing in your tears, it has taken the better side of you. You used to be full of dreams and visions. One that I looked to the skies and prayed on the stars that you grow up so quick so that you will transform us from the stage we are to one that we will have maids serving us in well sown uniform in plates glittering with sparkles of gold. Oh mine!!! How did all of this happen. Mrs Jackson hug her only precious jewel so hard that she was barely breathing.

tell her am the potter, I break, make and mend. I am bringing her out as gold one that is precious in my sight....

How will she ever believe that. She is gong through a lot. She has wished,prayed and fasted for death but yet not a sign of it. When will this end?. Come quick I pray thee.

Mum Zoe struggled. Are you okay? Very fine my dear just lost in thought. What are we having for dinner am hungry. You have got to get your lazy ass up and prepare something if not be prepared to hear your tummy rumble all night mum said as she tucked herself for a quick sleep. Mum I mean come and help me. Not again she is already snoring. I am beginning to think that mum and sleep are siblings Zoe said smiling.