Grey has taken fathers place, I don't let him leave my side. The first night I demand that he stays with me, until I fall asleep and he did. For the first time since my arrival, Zackreigh does not haunt my dreams and I finally fall asleep, peacefully in Grey's arms. This became our routine as I needed him to keep me sane, to keep me calm, centred. There is no awkwardness between us and Grey obeys my every command and fulfils my every desire. It is, as if he is just here, for me. I am finally starting to feel like my old self again and Grey, Father and I, have grown into our own routine. I have buried the memories of Zackreigh , deep in my heart and I don't dare open the door, to take a peak. I also start to feel comfortable again in my own skin. I go hunting with Grey and on the odd

