Halos hindi ako pinatulog ng mga nangyare kahapon kaya eto, sobrang puyat ko.. kissing the person na kinatatakutan ko sa lahat...and to think how she acts and does some stuff makes me hate myself.... every time I try to think of what happens kahit maging lesbiyana ako hindi ko sya papatulan... I don't hate Afriya but she is not someone that you will love but the other way...katatakutan mo talaga ang bawat moves nya....the way she looks and stares...I don't know what got into my mind at hinalikan ko sya....hindi sa nandidiri pero its really creepy.... how can you kiss a monster???! yan ang pakikipag away ko sa sarili ko...and to think about what that doctor said to me....how come Afriya has something to do with my accident...wala sa pagkatao nya na maging kaclose ko sya swear to God....

