Tarzan (Rated R)

Chapter 19 - Intensity

Why did I think getting any sleep tonight would have been easy?

Inconspicuously I toss and turn making sure to keep my movements to a minimal, trying not to disturb the beautiful man that lays on the floor in front of my bed. Darkness has completely swallowed my room absorbing every light from even the steepest of corners, the darkness is never my friend, it welcomes all my nightmares and right now my mind plays one face repeatedly.

It must be nice having powerful parents, I don't know who is more f****d up in that family, the mom for allowing her son to be a possible r****t/ murderer or the father for praising his son to continue his ways.

I can't run to my mom with these problems, it'll just be worse. What a bother, sighing I slowly turn my body to face the ceiling, my inner monologue goes wild, would this be the episode where the main character is torn, no wait

- she would be torn over who to pick in her love triangle-, kind of hard to picture myself in the same shoes when the when the men in my life all want me dead.

Would my readers want to read that? Just as the thought of writing came a silver - whitish flash that caught my eye. The urge to walk over made my fingers jitty, yet the sleeping man on the floor kept me still, he is so quiet I can't even hear him breathe. I wonder how does he sleep? Does he sleep like a bear? Would that even turn me off? As always questions that itch to be answered.

A full week, a week he will be living under the same roof as me, a week of being in the same vicinity ... in the same bed ... room. I want to slam the pillow on my face but fear that would be a drastic move, why couldn't I just think it thro - oh no, I was scared and to be honest I have never felt safer than before just by him being near me. Visions of his blood on my hands now invade all my thoughts, darkening my fantasies, Kevin will do worse mostly in vengeance of shattering his pride, Rowan does not deserve that, I will protect him the way he protected me.

An idea struck me then, what if I wrote about Kevin into my book? The idea was so dangerous my heart fell to my ass, everyone already knows how corrupted his parents are, but do they really know the abuse? The lovely idea soon faded realizing than I would also be exposing Philip in the process, Justine is no fool, she will figure it out, the same way she will figure out who 'Roman" is in my book, that might be my dead giveaway on second thought, - every time the man is close to me I forget how to breathe-. It would save her from a piece of garbage like Philip, but I couldn't bear to watch Justine cover her pain. A slight movement at the foot of the bed made me freeze.

Oh, God he moved.

This is a new reality for me, Rowan is actually here. I want to see him, but what if he isn't sleeping? No, I just want to check on his wounds is all, yea that's it. I caught multiple cramps trying to arrow my body without making heavy movements, knowing him he will probably wake up to see if I am ok if he senses that many moves, he is always so gentle with me, I probably looked like the cringe emoji trying to be as steady as possible.

Picking up my phone to open the flash, it is way too dark in my room, I can hear myself shuddering from anticipation, my heart drumming in my ear canal, lowering the flash to a bearable light I slowly peeked over the bed.

The sight I was met with made me swoon, a face of an angel, relaxed eyes closed softly letting those voluminous lashes fan his cheeks, though relaxed his glossed lips remain plump, he is indeed asleep as if no care in the world, that should have been enough for me yet chivalrously my eyes couldn't help itself. Allowing them to travel more than they needed to, there he lies, on his backside, large toned biceps beautifully flexed while his right arm hooked behind his head, left arm rests peacefully on his toned abdomen, thick green veins decorate the callous of the top of his hand, soft rise and fall of his chest as he breathes softly, my eyes linger on his body slowly until it leads to the covered manhood, large outline made me swallow a thick liquid that almost choked me, Oh my word.

He is a sculpture. Large and toned, yet he could easily fool you, a body of pure muscles made for wrecking and yet he is one of the kindest human beings that I have ever crossed paths with, my heart beats evenly and soft as swarms of butterflies tickle my belly, the sensation had me breathe out harmoniously, could I be falling for him?

My eyes trailed on the stitched wound on his right thigh, he did so well stitching it up himself, 'Tarzan' has some skills I mentally laughed to myself, just as the huff came so did the depression, he was protecting me that's how it got there.

"Jane?" Came a deep groggy voice. Squealing to the sudden sound my head Whips towards him, the cutest cringe face I have ever seen as his left arm rises to block out the light, holy s**t I left the flash in his face.

Quickly shutting it off I rush back into my position nearly crushing my head back into the pillow, wrapping my whole body into the blanket, with my heart rate running in Kilometers, talk about discreet. I remain stilled waiting for more moves from Rowan - having no idea when I fell into a slumber.

Feathery like fingers trace from my cheeks to the bottom of my lips occasionally tapping his fingers, each time I'd groan and twitch my lips came a deep soft chuckle followed by a minty breath that fans my forehead. The ticklish teasing didn't stop, in fact the more Id groan and toss away my face the more enticing and seductive it became, the finger traced from my lips slowly down to my neck, to the sternum, until it lingers around the areola of my breast. Slowly he circles getting closer and closer to the n****e leaving my breath to hitch, groaning I toss once more slightly giggling to the feel.

"Justine" I say groggily "don't you have a man in your bed, tickle him you whore."

No response, yet the teasing's continued circling closer and closer to my n****e, I feel goosebumps rise on my body sending waves of anticipation in response erecting my n*****s through the shirt, oh my, Justine normally does tease me sometimes but why does it feel like right now she really wants me? I didn't realize how cold I was until A body heat was bestowed over my body, a head dips into my neck sniffing me hungrily tickling my neck in the process, my brows furrowed when I felt the stubbly jaw connect to my cheek, "Girl when was the las time you shaved, your face feels like razor blades." I teased, raising my arms to push her away when my palms met a broad shoulder, my heart paused - either Justine worked out a lot, or she pumped herself up with too many Steroids. Slowly peeling my eyes open and through a blurred vision, I caught sight of the hair color gold.

Justines hair is black.

Repeatedly I blink out the sleep in my eyes and come face to face with a genuine smile, Rowans soft eyes look at me softly until his cerulean eyes come in contact with my brown ones, pearly white teeth display behind his beautiful smile once he acknowledged I was awake. At this rate my heart went faster than that of an athlete, was that safe?

Our eyes stare at one another non blinking, even with my curtains drawn the rays of the dusk sun heightened the gold of his hair almost absorbing the sunlight, neatly brushed and healthy, what's that thumping sound? My heart was beating so fast it was starting to hurt.

Though the sun was outside, he was my light. I lay unmoving watching his every move through my hooded eyes allowing his fingers to brush against my now bumpy skin, "Oh" I managed rolling my eyes to the back when he finally hit the pebbles in the middle of my breast, his eyes darkened seeing how submissive I became to the touch of his fingers, all smiles gone - a hunger overtook his expression as he slightly frowned testing how much more I can take.

Blue eyes pierce right through me as I felt his fingers softly trail from my breast down to my sternum until its playing with my folds, curse this night gown. "Rowan" I breathed arching my back to give him access, my large breast fall forewords to my face allowing his hand to disappear, "Rowan please" I try to grab his hand but with his free hand he ceased both of mine in a grip, just as his fingers slipped right into my slippery folds.

Silently I moaned to the pleasure throwing my head side to side, no matter how many times I wiggle none of my hands could budge, all I can do now is lay there and take it.

I couldn't last too long, the jabs became so unmerciful the bed began to bounce and squeak. Liquid flies out freely landing on my inner thighs, his eyes turn onyx watching me "gut Fuhlen, Jane" his voice so deep and rich as he dipped his head to my right side once more growling in my ear. A fire ball began forming in my pit.

"Jane, love you ok"? Justines muffled voice on the other side made me panic, yet Rowan continued, the sound of the doorknob wiggling put me at ease, having locked the door the night prior, yay me. "Jane open up what's wrong".

"Answer Jane" he whispers, I felt him smirking in my earlobe. Oh my, Rowan?

"I-I'm ok" I groaned. "I-Ill b-be-right now." The lies I tell.

"Alright love, I'll get some tea ready for you," I than hear her squeal and large masculine footsteps fade away, Philip will know I really wasn't alone now. I couldn't contain the liquid anymore, my eyes began rolling, its coming, I'm going to squirt again, sensing the liquid Rowan jabs his finger in deeper one final time before quickly pulling out and sticking the same fingers into my mouth pressing hard yet gently, an attempt to keep the sounds from me to a minimal. For the very first time I tasted my own juices, Rowans fingers rolled around my tongue allowing the slimy liquid to mix in with my spit.

"Suck" came his deep voice once more.

Even with the water pressure spewing out of me I followed his deep command sucking the skin off his fingers moaning to the taste of myself and his fingers in my mouth, his moan in my ear only pools more water from me, trying to close my legs he growls, a warning. It was like all my energy left me; my legs felt wobbly as I violently shook while coming down from my high.

I didn't realize my eyes were closing until his voice spoke again "Good Naga". I felt his hands slithering under my nape and waist, without so much as a grunt or a strain my body felt limp while being raised into the air bridal style. Through my blurred vision I see we were headed for the bath, Oh absolutely not. I still need to make it out to Justine, if she were to see me limping than I'd be tied to a chair until I confessed, and with Philip here Rowan could soon be brought to light, couldn't have that.

"I'm ok" I speak deliriously trying to throw my foot on the ground, "I'm ok", his nails dig under my knee from his strong grip, finally he sat me down on the floor huffing out a chuckle when I had to hang onto him from almost tumbling down, It was then I saw the bathtub; fresh bubbles with red rose petals on top for decoration, my mouth parts the more I looked at the scene, when did he? How Long was I asleep?

"Rowan when did you-" my breath was caught in my throat when he disappeared behind me, massive third leg fully awakened poking my lower back hard. Large, calloused hands gently massage my shoulders, I melted into the embrace, I didn't know I was naked until I felt my spaghetti strap lower. This isn't the first time I was naked before him, but my arms almost shot up to cover myself when I felt his strong arms wrap around me in a hug.

The temperature of the water was warm and a little on the hot side, it was as if my foot were being tickled by a thousand tiny fingers once my feet and body submerged into the water, so relaxing, Rowan kneels in front of me with the foamy loofah after wrapping my hair, he scrubs in, out, over and under. My eyes remain on him the whole time, even as he looks away, every angle was beautiful and perfect, nothing uneven, he was just perfection.

Hey guys!

Isn't Rowan sweet? Even after he made our girl get weak in the knees like that!

However now that I got the book the direction, I want it to go, things will be better; more smut and s****l scenes all the way, it's going to get intense yall Ready?

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