A Girl with Dreams

1. Knowing the truth

Zoe Pov

"hy zoe, good morning" here starts the day with the call from my mentor. sir is quite workaholic. however i am a person who does not like to sit simply. so i made him my mentor.

"goodmorning sir, how is the day going" i knw when i ask this question he consider it as a hint to give me some hectic task. maybe that is because he understands that i am pretty much bored and doesnt have a life for myself unlike him. he has a wonderful wife and yea... recently he got 1 more kid. they have an epic love story which is full of college romance and dont even ask me... my life is just opposity...kind of dry in that area... never had a lover and all the boys i have as frnds consider me as a tomboy. i am not fat or skinny qnd i do have the qualification to even do modelling with my height and shape... bt yea my character is quite not like those romantic girls who fall for anyone.. and now my thought is disturbed with sir pointing me and gave me the tasks with deadline... its not that i hate deadlines, it makes me feel like time is ticking bt i am always afraid that what if something comes up and i am not able to stick to deadline... i hate skipping deadlines you know..

Now i reach my class, i usually sit in the corner so that no one disturbs me.. idk y bt i hate human interactions because i find it awkward yet due to my bubbliness and talkativeness i have some friends who actually only calls me when they need something from me or is interested in me...yea you got my point, i dont have a genuine frnd ... yet my character never allows me to avoid the frnds that approach me. the whole day goes by with all awkward frndship and confusing lectures... i dont skip lectures no matter what and that is because i feel guilty if i dont attend classes.

coming back to my home, i rarely talk to my family because if i talk a lot i end up in a fight and that does not really end well... bt i do care for them no matter what and i hate anyone saying anything about them. i want them to be by my side like a happy family yet i know its hard. so i always end up spending time in my room not disturbing the happines of others. maybe this is a precaution to escape the reality that i hate them ignoring me or i fewl left alone. so each and every day of mine goes this way...

today when i reached home the results of a chechup that took place days before came and it changed my life like i never knew... the report stated i can only survive 3 yrs. i wish to not know the name of the test nor any other details... i just was shocked....

i went back to my room... i knew i was done... all my dreams aeverythings is gone... i regretted that till now i didnt do anything i liked and i was acting like a puppet for my family.. i really dreamt of having a romantic life because i knw love is not something i will get frm fam and i never had a genuine frnd. so i wanted all of them in my love life.. and for that i was working so hard, i was going for classes, taking extra precaution to not have random boyfriends or any such kind, obeying parents and sacrifising my likes so that when i find the right person i will qctually negotiate or atleast find a safe life to run away too.. never did i knw my life would end like this.. now i feel all my dreams are going to end. i wont be able to travel with my own money, make a house for myself, have a life i wished for.. no i cant... bt if i fight everyone will go against me... and i really cant think of this... my dad already has the burden of my siblings and my studies, and he is only earning.. i cannot ask him for anything...

bt unexpectedly something happened in my life that day