13 Evan released me instantly, as if burned. He shot up from the couch. “Are you still in love with him?” he demanded. “No.” “Are you sure? Because I’m having a hard time believing it.” Yes. Maybe. Hell . . . I don’t know. His hand raced through his hair again, a clear sign he wouldn’t believe it. And then he stopped. Just stopped and stared straight ahead. I followed his eyes to the blank wall. I stayed quiet, watching him. A few long moments later, I found he was watching me. “You didn’t answer,” he said quietly. “I . . .” He slowly shook his head. “No. Don’t.” “Don’t what?” “Don’t lie to me,” he said with a shaky breath. “I don’t know why I didn’t see it before. I guess I was just too focused on what I wanted to see.” “To see what?” I asked, silently adding that I wasn’t g

