We don't do that. Lexie. This day has been like s**t, I swear, one of the worst. I failed an exam. I haven't eaten all day. And for a change, I couldn't pay attention to the class because Ha! I fell asleep. Damn shitty day. All I need now is a distraction and food, of course a lot of food. I hurry to the cafeteria grumbling like an old Couch in a small town. Besides, it's f*****g cold. f**k! I want to go home. But I still need to eat and one more class, maybe I can even go to Logan's house, of course, just for s*x. Since it is the only thing that keeps him alive but for me this sequence of s*x and being nothing is beginning to overwhelm me. I want more. I like it, I like that it even surprises me how controlled I am on the subject, but I can't be her

