The ride home was long and tortuous. I tried to stay away from Logan but my body kept gravitating towards him. He didn’t mind as he wrapped his arm around me finally holding me still. The inner turmoil I am experiencing has me on edge. I don’t want to be away from him, but I feel like if I get too close he will reject me. The thing with David is complicated, but I cannot deny the fact that he is my first fated. I feel torn, I know David is not a good person but having him confess that he wants to change for me makes my heart race. I stand up in my room and walk towards the window. I didn’t sleep at all last night with the thoughts constantly poisoning my thoughts. The what-ifs are killing me and I can’t take it anymore. I look out to see Logan training with some of his warriors. I watch

