The uncomfortable silence is eating away at me. I can feel the tension radiating off of him in waves. Both of his hands are on the steering wheel and I can feel how conflicted he is.
"I know this is extremely hard for you. I'm going to be honest, I thought about forcing you to come back with me. Even if living as a mistress," my mouth falls open and I scoot away terrified. He holds a hand up and looks at me.
"I know how crazy that sounds but I was going insane with feeling you… feeling you being touched by him," he looks away and I think I'm going to puke.
"But then I thought about all the hurt I put you through. The rejection, you feeling me with someone else. I realized I deserved to feel that. My thoughts faded of forcing you and decided I need to do this the right way. After all m
