Logan I wake up thirsty and alone, the loss of my mate is affecting me more than I lead. The whole 6 days she was gone was complete torture for me. Then when I found out Ellie hurt her, I lost it. I almost broke my word and ran to her right then. It was complete torture and I never want to experience that again. Now, I have a brother. A twin brother. “Your mommy is just very sad today. As much as we love you, we also love your brother. Today is a day of celebration and heartbreak. Give her a little bit, and then we will go do whatever you want to do kiddo?” My dad’s words have been playing over and over in my head ever since I found out. Every year on my birthday, they would make sure I had the best time. But my mom was always sad at some point during the day. I didn’t know why until h

