Just Good Friends?

Chapter 41 - Any regrets?

Bex.

I can't stop thinking of him. His c**k was so f*****g big! I knew it would be after feeling it go hard by the pool that day, but actually seeing it earlier, f**k! I'm tempted to get my rabbit out! I go to my drawer and rumage around. Ah, there it is. I hear Nate close his door, and moving around. Our connecting door is still open from earlier on. I'm only in my knickers and a crop top, but I don't care right now. All I can think of is having him inside me, I'm not so sure this rabbit will do the job tonight. Before I know what I'm doing, I walk to the open doorway. When I see him my heart flutters. He's taken his top off, and his jeans are low around his hips. I can see every muscle in his back and shoulders. He senses me there, and turns around. His face softens as he looks in to my eyes, and his lips curl up in a smirk.

"What's that" He nods his head towards my hand. He has his jeans open, and I imagine myself pulling them down. I look down at my hand and see I'm still holding my vibrator.

"Hmmm, yeah, I was planning to use it, but I'm not so sure it will do the job" I drop it to the floor, and walk towards him slowly. I hear him take a sharp breath in and let it out slowly. I stand right infront of him and move my hands to the waist band of his jeans. He doesn't move. He reaches for my chin and lifts it up towards his face

"Bex" is all he says.

"Please Nate. I want this so much" I breath.

"So do I, but I don't know if you're ready" oh god he's gorgeous.

"I am, I'm so ready for this. You're all i can think about" I reach up on tiptoes and kiss his lips gently.

The next thing I know, he has lifted me up and I'm in his arms, my legs wrapped around his back, arms around his neck, and we are kissing passionately.

We move to the bed and he places me down and looks at me.

"I want this Nate". He lowers his jeans and I see him properly, he's not wearing any boxers. I can't stop looking, he really is so big, I'm not sure I'll handle that!

He reaches to me and lifts my top over my head. My breasts are free, and he strokes my n*****s. I'm so f*****g turned on. We are exploring each others bodies, and at some point my knickers have been taken off and thrown somewhere. Now he's lying on his back and I straddle him I can feel his c**k pushing against me and i just want him inside me now. I reach down with my hand and manoeuvre myself directly on top of him, and slowly lower on to him, so he's entering me deep. Oh f**k! He's f*****g huge! A wave of pleasure rushes through me, and I hear him moan. Ì slowly move up and down on his c**k whilst I get used to the size of him. He grabs hold of my hips and moves with me. I lower my body down on to his, and our faces are inches away. His eyes move to my lips, and then we are kissing. His tongue exploring me hungrily. He flips us over so I'm now on my back, and lifts my legs over his shoulders so he can get in as deep as possible. f**k! I can feel my orgasm building up inside me like a volcano.

"Ah f**k! Nate!" He smiles that f*****g God damn sexy smile of his, and thrusts harder. One last push and I tip over, spilling my juices all over his c**k, and I feel him explode inside me. That was f*****g amazing!

Afterwards, we lie in eachothers arms for a few minutes before he speaks.

"Are you OK Bex?" He sounds nervous.

"Nate, I wanted that as much as you did. Only problem now though, is that I'm not going to stop wanting it" I grin and look up at him.

"That is absolutely fine by me... but will it be fine with Joe? And, we didn't use any protection. I'm not sure how that happened, I have never not used anything" he sounds worried now.

"Don't worry Nate, it's fine. You know, I'm glad I came to your door and didn't use the rabbit" I laugh.

"Oh, we can still use the rabbit if you want, it will be fun" he winks

"You are definitely not that shy and quiet as you make out are you". And somehow we are at it again... this time, the rabbit has made an appearance.

......

Nate.

The following morning, when I wake, Bex is still sleeping. She looks stunning. I lie there wondering whether I should leave and go downstairs, and let her wake alone and decide whether she wants to ignore what happened, or stay and talk it out with her, when I feel eyes on me. I look down and Bex smiles up at me.

"Morning sexy" she says. Relief floods through me. "So, you made your decision yet?" She asks, and then laughs at my puzzled face. "Whether to run and leave me here, or wait and battle it out?"

"Wha... How? I wasn't...." I stop.

"I know you Nate, better than you think. I wanted you last night, and I still want you this morning. But the rabbit also stays" she winks, and before I know it, we are at it again.

"So, you think Jo will be ok with what's happened here?" I ask as we lay in each others arms a little bit later.

"Yeah, i do. I really do" she smiles up at me, then climbs out of bed. Her perfect ass tempting me as she walks away in to her room. I lie there for a minute, then jump out of bed and head to the shower.

......

"All ok?" Joe asks me when I enter the kitchen.

"Yep" I pour a coffee and head out to the patio. I think i need to get my head around this before telling Joe. I mean, I'm not sure what is happening from here onwards with me and Bex, but last night, and earlier, blew my f*****g mind. It was the best s*x I've ever had, and I don't want any more if it's not with her. I stay out here on my own for a while, and then sense someone behind me. I know its Bex without looking.

"Hey, you ok?" She asks, wrapping her arms around my shoulders from behind. I reach up and hold her hand, looking up at her.

"Im good, really good. Just needed time out from them, no questions" I smile. She pulls her arms away and walks around the front of me. My breath hitches, she's so f*****g beautiful. She sits in the seat opposite me and places her feet up on my lap. I rest my hands on her legs, stroking my thumb back and forth, looking at her.

"What are we doing here Bex?" I ask her quietly

"Well, I'm hoping we spend a lot more time in bed in the future, together. I mean, you're f*****g hot Nate, and you definitely know how to please me" she winks. I look at her for a second, then laugh shaking my head.

"Come here baby" I reach over and take her hand, pulling her over to me. She sits on my lap sideways, resting her legs on the chair next to me, leaning up against my chest. I hug her close to me, kissing the top of her head.

We sit there for a while, talking and laughing about things. Its easy, comfortable, and feels so right. "Joe needs to know what happened. He knows us both so well, and he'll be gutted if we don't tell him. I promised I'd be straight with him about you, and I need to stick to that. You ok with that?" I ask her, idly stroking her arm.

"Yes, he needs to know" she smiles up at me. "You mind if I go for a run? I need to blast my head, straighten my thoughts from one big jumbled mess"

"Go. I know you need it, and i am not up to dealing with Bex on a mad one today" I wink at her. She sits up and punches my arm

"Oi! Im not that bad" she grins "ok, maybe I am. I'm going, see you in a bit" she climbs off my lap "no regrets Nate" she smiles, and she heads inside the house.

.......

Joe.

"They ok?" Cal asks me, nodding towards Bex and Nate. They are sitting out on the patio, and Bex has just moved on to his lap. It's not unusual, we're all like that with Bex, but it feels like I'm missing something. They look comfortable, happy even.

"I think so. I just think there's something I don't know" I reply, watching them.

"Well they seem happy, but i know what you mean" Harry says, watching them too.

Bex has stood up now and heads inside.

"You 2 ok Bex?" I ask as she comes through the doors

"Yep, great. I'm going for a run" she heads upstairs, and 5 minutes later i hear her come downstairs, put her trainers on, and head out the front door.

"Right, come on. We're going to find out what's going on" i stand up grabbing my coffee.

"Don't you think you should go alone?" Cal says to me.

"Nope, we're all one big f****d up family, and we all find out together or not at all... unless Nate tells you to f**k off" I say determindely. The 3 of us head outside, and join Nate on the patio.

"Wondered how long it would take you 3 to come pestering" Nate smirks

"Come on dude, out with it. What the f**k is going on?" I ask straight out.

"Me and Bex slept together last night" he says, "and again this morning" looking directly at me. Well f**k me, I wasn't expecting that.

"Slept or s*x?" I know the answer, I'm just confirming.

"Both. But it was more than just s*x, it was... amazing, it was right" he says, a small smile playing on his lips.

"What about Bex? How is she feeling about this?" This is big.

"The same as me. She's gone for a run to straighten her head. It's a massive step Joe, we just needed some breathing space this morning, not because we regret it, but because we don't. So now we need to process it and work it out from here" he seems calm about it, and i know he's telling me the truth.

"How did it happen dude?" Harry asks

"To be honest, it just happened. She came in to my room when she heard me after the party finished, then it just escalated. We both wanted it, and i checked with her again that she definitely wanted to. There are no regrets today, we're both happy. We just need to work out what happens next" I trust Nate with my life, I'd never think he'd do something that Bex wasn't comfortable with, he didnt need to reasure me about that.

"Ok. Thanks for telling us dude. We'll leave you to chill for a bit" the 3 of us head back inside to give him some space.

"f**k. Is it weird that I was expecting it, but now it's happened, I don't feel like i was expecting it?" Harry says shocked.

"Nah, I know what you mean dude" Cal says quietly.

......

Bex arrives back 2 hours later, and Nate has joined us in the den.

"Bex! Let's have a little chat" I call out to her before she heads up for a shower. I head outside to the patio, and she follows me, lying down with her head on my lap.

"You good? Nate told us what happened" I ask her

"Yeah, I'm good. Did he tell you i initiated it?" She grins

"Kind of. Why? What did you do?" I frown

"Let's just say my little rabbit friend was the icebreaker" she laughs.

"f**k sake Bex" I groan. She sits up and looks at me.

"Ok, heart to heart over, I need a shower." She heads upstairs and I go in to start lunch.

......

When Bex comes back downstairs she looks refreshed, and somehow very sure of herself. The guys have joined me in the kitchen. Nate is on his phone, and Harry and Cal are sitting at the table looking at something on a laptop.

She comes over to me and gives me a hug.

.......

"I love him Joe. I actually love him" I stare over at Nate as he's leaning back against the end of the breakfast bar, scrolling on his phone. Last night, and waking up with him this morning, doing it all again, was f*****g amazing, and I feel so relaxed and happy. Nate is just so laid back, and it adds to his mysterious personality. He looks so f*****g hot right now, shorts, no top, tanned, buff as f**k and the tattoos top off the look. He's the only one out of all the guys that has tattoos.

"It's not me you need to tell sis" and he nudges me. I take a deep breath and walk over to Nate, stand infront of him and put my arms around his waist. I reach up on tiptoes and whisper in his ear.

"I love you Nate Bowers, so much, and I'm not afraid to let the world know anymore"

He places his phone down on the counter behind him, without breaking eye contact with me. The corner of his mouth curls up in a lopsided smile, and he scoops me up with my legs wrapped around him and kisses me long and softly. "I love you too Bex Holden, always have. I was just waiting for you" he kisses me again.

When he puts me down, we realise everything is silent. We look around, and Joe, Harry and Cal are staring at us with their mouths hanging open.

"f*****g perverts" Nate grumbles.

"f*****g awesome!" Harry shouts and bounces off Joe.

"For f**k sake Harry" Cal shakes his head but grins.