Just Good Friends?

Chapter 36 - Night off

Bex.

I felt Nates c**k underneath me when I jumped on to his lap. It was rock hard, and big, very big. It did kind of turn me on too, but I'm pretty sure that is only natural. It was just an impulsive thing that I did, I was so happy he told me how he felt about me, and that I no longer need to pretend I don't know, it just felt like a normal thing to do. I don't have feelings for Nate, I know I don't. It's not like it was with Mike, when I really did have feelings for him but didn't know, I just really valued Nates friendship so much, i don't want any secrets between us, and that was a big secret.

I turn the shower on, grab my vibrator out of the drawer and climb in under the hot water. I need a release, and only my little rabbit will do right now. I soon c*m, juices flowing, and i feel so much better. I quickly wash all over and climb out of the shower and start getting ready. I'm going out.

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Ems.

I leave Joe and Bex' house quietly, before either of them notice me. Did I just witness something big, or was it really very innocent?

I came over to surprise Joe. We are getting on a lot better now that I have commited to college. We had a long chat, and got everything out into he open. I was hoping to spend a bit of time alone with him today, so I called over thinking he'd be back from helping out coach by now. But then I saw Bex straddling Nate, Nates hands on her hips, looking up at her with total devotion on his face, and she was looking down at him with a massive grin on her face. What have I missed? Her and Mike seemed so right, they just fitted so well, and seemed so in love it was almost embarrassing. But Bex and Nate just looked so happy and comfortable just now, it's like they belong together too. I'm so confused. I'll head down to the beach and see if I can find Joe.

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"Hey baby, I didn't know you were coming down here" Joe kisses me gently and puts his arm around me.

"Yeah, went to look for you at yours, but nobody around" I lie, and hope he doesn't notice.

"Really? Hmmm, Bex and Nate must of gone out then. Come on, let's go home and give them a ring and see where they are" he grabs my hand, shouts over to Harry who's chatting up some girls by the water, and we leave.

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Nate.

"Ah here you are, thought you must have gone out. Ems came by the house and nobody was here" Joe comes in and dumps his towel on the hall floor. I pick it up and drop it in to the utility room before Mia blames me.

"Not yet, must have been in the shower or something" Bex comes in to the kitchen then looking f*****g smoking in a black mini dress, which I can see every curve of her body under. I look away quickly so I don't stare at her.

"Not together I hope" Joe punches me in the arm and laughs. He has no idea how close I came to trying that!

"No Joe, perfectly innocent my friend. You coming out?" I grab some beers from the fridge and pass them all out. Ems is looking at me strangley, I'm sure she is.

"Yeah, why not. Ems, you up for it?" Joe turns to her then.

"You can wear something of mine Ems, rather than going home" Bex smiles at her.

"Um, yeah OK. Come and help me choose something Bex" she grabs Bex arm and drags her upstairs.

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Bex.

"What the f**k Bex?!" Ems practically shouts at me as soon as we close my bedroom door.

"Uh? What? Not sure what you're on about" I sit on my bed and look quizzically at her. Then she blurts out what she walked in on earlier, so I tell her everything.

"Bloody hell! I had no idea Nate felt like that! And what the f**k is Mike thinking trying to push you both together?!?! You don't want to though, do you?" She eyes me then, and I blurt out about how I felt his c**k under me, how big and hard it was, and how I got so turned on I had to bring out the rabbit.

"f*****g hell Bex" she laughs at my openness "so he's really gifted down below then hey" she laughs then and i know all is OK "I'll never be able to look at Nate the same again now I know he's got a big c**k!"

"Oh don't Ems, please. He really f*****g turned me on, and I honestly think I could of f****d him right then, but he was such a gentleman, and told me in his own way to move before anything happened. I love Mike so so much, but I'm so confused with the way he's being right now, I would of happily had fun with Nate out there on that f*****g lounger, where anyone could of walked in" I put my head in my hands in frustration.

"I did walk in! But thankfully you were both still clothed... just about!" We head back downstairs and the boys are waiting. Joe in a white t-shirt and jeans, Nate looking hot as f**k in a black t-shirt and jeans. He has this serious bad boy look about him. Dark, wavy, floppy hair, Tattoos everywhere, and a f*****g seriously hot body! When did Nate get so f*****g big!? But he was so soft and gentle... until someone messed with his loved ones that was, then he became an animal.

"Let's go" before I rip his clothes off and take him on the kitchen worktop I think to myself.

.......

"Harry and Cal are on their ŵay" Joe puts his phone away and reaches for the beer that's just been put infront of him.

We've arrived at a club in town, and we're all enjoying ourselves for the first time in a while. Bex and Ems are on the dance floor, receiving plenty of male attention, but Joe isn't threatened by it, they can handle it themselves.

20 minutes later Harry and Cal are sitting with us and we're all having a blast.

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I'm feeling quite drunk now, everyone is, but it's a good atmosphere here.

"So, everything good?" Harry asks me when nobody else is paying any attention.

"Yeah, all good. That was some advise you gave Bex earlier Harry. When did you become so mature?" I tease him. He's a good guy Harry.

"Always have been dude, just like to play the clown so nobody takes advantage. She told you everything then? Are you OK,? Its got to hurt, loving her so much, but unable to do anything" I guess everyone knows then.

"Harry, it f*****g kills a part of me every day, but it's worth it just to have her as a friend. And her and Mike belong together, nobody, not even me, can say otherwise. I told her earlier too, about how I feel. Not because I was expecting her to jump me, although that's another story" and I laugh when his mouth drops open "no Harry, not what you're thinking. Anyway, I told her, but she already knew, guessed a few years ago, but then you knew too, and I'm guessing Cal also knows. Mike definitely does, so I obviously haven't been as good at hiding my feelings as I thought"

"To be fair dude, I've only known a really short time, like a few weeks. You were pretty f*****g good at hiding them I'd say! So what do you mean 'that's another story'? You've not done anything stupid have you," Harry looks pointedly at me then, like he's not sure he wants to know incase it will hurt our friends.

I tell him what happened at the poolside, every little detail, and then what I had to do in the shower after to get it out of my system.

"f*****g hell dude, too much info, but yeah, I get it, I'd probably have to pull one off too!" We both laugh at my predicament, when Bex and Ems come over. Bex sits on my lap as there are no other seats left. I don't mind at all, she's always done this, for years, with any of us guys not just me. Harry looks at me and grins "No showers here dude, you'll have to wait" I punch him in rhe arm and the girls look at us like we have 2 heads. Joe and Cal look over to see what's going on.

"Harry's just being a d**k as usual" I mumble.

"Nice choice of words asshole" he is almost falling off his chair laughing now, and I'm wondering if it was such a good idea telling him anything. I know he won't say anything, but he'll be making little digs at me forever now.