Sweet Zhanaia Camince's I wasn't aware of how long have I been crying, all I knew was it was already dark when I decided to change my position from lying on my side while hugging a pillow to lay properly. My head spun the moment I moved and I knew exactly why; this happened whenever I was crying too much. I surely needed water because of dehydration. But my body seemed tired although all I did was cry for hours, or I don't even know if it's been hours since I came home and cried. I lost count of the time, I didn't even know if I fell asleep or not. My head also felt heavy and I knew I wouldn't be able to stand for long, otherwise, I'll collapse. My phone vibrated but I didn't mind it. I don't even know where it was, I just felt its vibration. Just like what I've stated before, I

