It has been days since I went away from home and hid myself from everyone. I said to myself that I did this because I wanted to have space and time to think about what happened. About Dion's pretending and my sudden mood swings, why I wasn't feeling any pain towards him when that's what I should have felt. During the days I've been alone and the times I spent in this room, the unusual things that were happening to me continued and I was getting more confused each day. Today, when I woke up, I felt dizzy and it was as if I wanted to puke, but nothing was coming out of my mouth. Something was on my stomach, I felt like I wanted to puke everything inside it out but I couldn't. I've been lying on the bed for half a day now and I wasn't in the mood to do anything. Even eating seemed to

